Saturday 24 September 2016

DOREEN

HI TO THE ANGEL.  DON'T YOU THINK ANGEL IS MISLEADING?  'M PLAYING YOU I JUST CAME ON HERE TO BOX SOMEONE.

GOD TOLD ME THIS MORNING DOREEN IS THE REASON WHY NO ONE PICKED ME UP AT WESTFIELD.    I FIND IT QUITE FUNNY.  DAVID WAS THE ONLY PERSON I WOULD HAVE ALLOWED TO PICK ME UP MAYBE.  I WOULD HAVE HAD TO GET TO KNOW HIM FIRST.


YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT WHY I AM GOING TO TELL ON YOU BITCH. GOD SAID YOU TOLD EVERYONE I SLEPT WITH MY MOTHERS BOYFRIEND.  I WAS 15 AND HATED HER IT WAS HURT WHY I LET IT HAPPEN.  I REPENTED THAT IS SOME OF THE REASON I GAVE MY LIFE TO JESUS.  WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR EVER BEAT MYSELF UP I WAS FIFTEEN WHICH MAKES HIM A PAEDOPHILE.  IT IS WRITTEN IN THE BIBLE.  70X7 HE HAS FORGIVEN ME.  SO I CHOSE TO FORGIVE MYSELF.   HELEN BAYLOR SAYS IT WELL IN HER SONG.  INTO THE SEA OF FORGETFULNESS ONTO THE EAST AND THE WEST 70X7 YOU HAVE FORGIVEN ME OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND THEN SING I'M THE ONE WHO KEEPS REMINDING.

DOREEN YOU HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS THEY FOLLOW YOU BECAUSE IT IS YOU I BET YOU FEEL A LOT OF GUILT.  I HAVE TO FORGIVE YOU BECAUSE I AM A CHRISTIAN WHAT YOU DID WASN'T MUCH WHY I FORGIVE YOU THE REASON WHY I SAY I HAVE TO IS BECAUSE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN REDEEMED SO I UNDERSTAND BECAUSE I WAS NOT ALWAYS A CHRISTIAN.


I DON'T WANT TO PREACH TO YOU IF YOU WANT THAT GO TO CHURCH.  GOD TOLD ME WHERE IT ALL STARTED THIS HATE YOU HAVE FOR ME.  DO YOU REMEMBER GARY PLUMER MY EX BOYFRIEND THAT IS WHERE YOU BECAME THE DOG..YOU GATTA CHEEK TO CALL ME DOG YOU NASTY CHEEP WHORE.

YOU WANT ME TO FEEL GUILTY.   YOU DOG WELL I DON'T AND IT HAS BEEN ON HERE BEFORE.

GOD TOLD ME YOU THOUGHT GARY WAS THE BEST LOOKING MAN LIKE YOU THINK YOUR UGLY BOYFRIEND IS GODS GIFT.  GOD SAID YOU WERE JUDGING SKIN COLOUR AND THOUGHT YOU AND GARY SHOULD BE TOGETHER BECAUSE OF YOUR LOOKS.  GOD TOLD ME YOU SLEPT WITH GARY BEHIND MY BACK AND THAT WAS WHERE I GOT THE C4 FROM.    GOD SAID AFTER YOU DID IT YOU TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME LIKE I DID YOU WRONG THEN YOU STARTED DOING SPITE TO ME.   WHERE IS BABY JANE?

LET ME TELL YOU HOW I MET GARY INCASE HE TRIES TO TRASH ME. I SNEAKED OUT OF THE HOUSE ONE NIGHT AND WENT TO A BLUES I DANCED WITH HIM IT GOT A LITTLE HEATED WE KISSED AND FUCKED EACH OTHER NEAR SOME FLATS IN STRATFORD HE SAID HE HAD A BABY MOTHER BUT WAS NOT WITH HER.  GARY DEGREES BUT HE WAS DUMB I GOT FED UP WITH HIM I ILL TREATED HIM THEN DUMPED HIM I WAS YOUNG AND CARE FREE.

I AM FED UP WITH HER IN THIRTY YEARS I HAVE SEEN DOREEN ABOUT FIVE TIMES,  I TELL YOU MORE.  THAT IS WHY ALL SHE CAN GIVE IS OLD NEWS ABOUT ME WHICH SHE MAKES SOUND CURRENT.   SOMETHINGS WRONG.  LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.

OUT OF EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE.GOD TOLD ME IT WAS YOU WHO KEPT SENDING BEVAN TO BEAT ME UP YOU WOULD TWIST THE TRUTH AND LIE ABOUT THINGS THEN TELL HIM TO COME TO ME AND BEAT ME.

OVER THE YEARS PEOPLE I KNOW WOULD SEE ME ON THE STREET STOP ME AND ASK ME WHY I KEPT FALLING OUT WITH MY SISTER AND THAT SHOULD TRY TO GET ON WITH HER.  I WOULD SAY WHAT? I SAW HER YESTERDAY,  THEY WOULD SAY BUT SHE SAID YOUR NOT TALKING.  ALL OF MY FRIENDS SHE CUT OFF FROM ME.  I SWEAR ON MY CHILDRENS LIVES.  WHEN LIVE AT HOME WITH MY MUM SHE WOULD MAKE TROUBLE WHEN I BEAT HER SHE WOULD SAY SHE IS TELLING ALWAY I WAS THE ONE IN TROUBLE.  MAYBE AT THE TIME THAT IS WHAT SHE WAS TELLING EVERYONE AND MAKING IT SOUND CURRENT.  THAT IS WHY I KEPT  MOVING OUT OF LONDON TO ESCAPE BEING DRAGGED INTO HE SAID SHE SAID IT DIDN'T STOP IT.  WE HAVE RARELY SPOKE OVER THE PHONE JUST FOR INVITES MAINLY BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO WHORE WHY SHE CUT HER FAMILY OFF.

DOREEN IS FOLLOWING ME GOD SAID TO TELL PEOPLE NOT TO PICK ME UP.  I MOVED TO BRISTOL FOR 4 AND A HALF YEARS SHIRLEY TOLD ME DOREEN KEEPS CALLING HER AND SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT ME.  I WAS SURPRISED AND UPSET BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT ME I HAD NOT SEEN DOREEN OR SPOKE TO HER FOR ABOUT 3 OR 4 YEARS WE DID NOT HAVE A FIGHT.  WHEN I USED TO GO TO SEE HER SHE WOULD TELL ME SHE HAS FRIENDS COMING AND COULD I LEAVE AND NOT COME SO OFTEN OR NOT COME.  GOD SAID SHE WAS WHORING.I NEVER HAVE ANY THING BAD TO SAY ABOUT HER I EXCEPTED THAT SHE WANTED HER SPACE AND DID NOT WANT ME IN IT.  I MOVED ON.

I DON'T WISH MY SISTER ANY BAD I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO HER.  BECAUSE OF HER BEHAVIOUR TOWARDS ME I DON'T WANT HER IN MY SPACE.

MY DAD AND MUM SPOILT DOREEN TOLD HER IN FRONT OF ME SHE WAS SPECIAL.  BOUGHT HER HER TAP AND BALLET SHOES TOLD ME I HAD TO DO IT BEAR FOOT UNTILL THEY COULD AFFORD TO BUY ME SOME THEY NEVER BOUGHT ME ANY BECAUSE THEY NEEDED TO PAY FOR DOREEN'S STAGE SCHOOL LESSON BECAUSE SOME TOLD THEM SHE WAS A STAR.

I'D GET A BEATING FOR DOREEN BUT THEY REPEATEDLY SAID DOREEN HAD A FIT WHEN SHE WAS BABY AND DOCTOR SAID SHE MUST NEVER BE SMAKED.

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