Sunday, May 19, 2013

YOU'VE GOT MAIL 2

Sunday 19th May 2013

UPDATE 14:40


HOUSE PICTURES







Oops!












5 days old, Sapphire









13 months old


Ruby, 8 months old


Ruby, 14 months old


13 months old


Briely's birthday 2007, We were going out to celebrate




Almost 2



Briely's international day at nursery, I was helping

We'd just come back from Euro Disney!






 There was never ever any build up, when she wanted
her milk!  It was horrible!
"Ruby!"


Ruby at the cage, youth club 


"Just a bit wider!" (South Woodford 16.10.2010)


"No cameras please!"  (8 July 2010)


20 July 2010



UPDATE 16:20
I just heard someone say "Lorraine put the house cleaning before the children, look at Ruby's dirty top!"  LOL!

Oh what, you mean this dirty top?

UPDATE 16:43
It's snot on her top, she must have wiped her nose with her top!  It wasn't her top, it was Briely's old top!


People want to know how I get ME floors to look so shiny!  Well, for quickness, I use a mop but when I have time, especially when MY babies are little, I get down on MY hands and knees!


UPDATE 22:56

People want to know why Krypton is that shape and they have been asking ME questions tonight and are waiting for MY answer.  From the angle I AM seeing Krypton, GOD said Krypton revolves, like half turns, it tilts and swings.  GOD said Krypton is Spiritual.

Someone bad minded said "I hope SHE is watching it!"  GOD said if it wasn't for other people who are excited about MY discovery and are being nice, HE'd tell ME to tell you to fuck off!  Why don't you fuck off anyway, you white cunt!  GOD said you are a white astronomer and you are hurt because you are stupid, you have been watching it all these years and couldn't tell that it was an eclipse of "the Moon," Krypton.  I wasn't an astronomer, but I'M the top astronomer now!  How does that feel?! 

GOD said Krypton doesn't stay still.

GOD said that spiritual black sphere you saw the other night follows Krypton.  GOD said some of the shape that you are witnessing is because of the shadows.

And I haven't even got a fucking telescope!  That is to the disrespectful astronomer!

GOD said it is not gases, it is Spiritual.

UPDATE 23:21

Sorry, Andy was taking the girls out of the bath.  I'll finish off.  

GOD said the outside, the shiny white and grey that you see around Krypton is like the atmosphere, that is what is Spiritual, like our ozone.  GOD said our ozone is Spiritual, you can see it but you cannot touch it because there is no substance to it, but HE coloured it so that you would know that it is there and HE wanted it to look nice for ME when I look up.

GOD said inside the encasement on Krypton there is a solid structure like the Earth.  I hope that makes more sense to you.  I hope you enjoyed today's teachings and for the astronomer, I'M going to give him an 'F,'  I should give you a 'D.'  

How can people teach about things they don't know about and write textbooks on it and give exams on it, like history?!  Throw away your fucking books, man!  I should put on Connie Francis - Vacation! I'M glad OUR Children are not in school, learning lies!

UPDATE 23:31
GOD said Krypton doesn't need a sun, that is why it is shiny.  When I went on there, it was bright and nice, just nice.


GOD said it was nice until I went on it and terrorized the two white bitches.  GOD said on there, they like to segregate themselves, too!  That's why I terrorized them!

GOD said that is why HE didn't choose any of them, they behave the same like they do here.  On 5th March 2009, GOD told ME it is a parallel world.  

UPDATE 23:23

GOD said that's what David Westfield would do if he was up there, terrorize the black people.  That is why HE doesn't want him up there!








YOU'VE GOT MAIL 2

Monday 13th May 2013

UPDATE 01:01
I have heard a lot of voices since yesterday and there is a lot to write but I AM going to be selective because a lot of it is noise, it's the same old, same old.  I want to focus on MY FAMILY.  

Straight after I finished the accounts, by the way Andy's doing the typing now, GOD said HE wants to take Andy up with Us even though I heard some bad-minded comments after the Accounts "I don't want Andy to leave the house because Lorraine will have to go to the shops, I don't want her to get picked up!"

GOD said HE wants to fix Andy's teeth so that when I throw him out at least he can get a woman.  Straight after the accounts I saw MY Blond Bombshell, HE was speaking with another man:
"Something's occurring in the FAMILY household, Lorraine and Andy had an argument"
MY Blond Bombshell: "I don't care about Andy, I care about Lorraine and what's happening to HER and how SHE is feeling right now."

I'M all right, it wasn't bad, I can handle MYSELF.  I can't wait to see YOU again!  I'M feeling almost ready!  I got on MY rowing machine today.  

Then I heard the helicopter man who is a loyalist to Elizabeth Hitler and works for her, GOD told ME, that's why he was sent up there, to trash ME.  He is giving reports of brightness from the heated camera when I'M active, I become brighter and because of it, they want to start attacking to stop ME from losing weight, but I AM not going to stop.  I will publish everything they do.

UPDATE 01:10
I just heard "The cheque is cancelled."  
I heard Elizabeth Hitler yesterday morning, who said to the helicopter man, "Seeing as SHE is the black British Queen, trash HER!  Sell them the pictures!  25 million!"  Then the helicopter man was holding a cheque and said "It is time well spent."  Then later, I heard "That was our equipment and our helicopter, you got paid for the job, I want that money!" and takes it out of his account.

This morning the helicopter flew over early, I just got out of the bath, got dressed and started cleaning the bathroom and I heard what he said, "It's about time SHE got off HER fucking black ass, the fat black bitch!  I'll teach HER to trash me!  I'm the helicopter man with the heated camera and the special badge!"  GOD said since I exposed him the day before yesterday, he is starting to show his true colours and people are hearing his mind for the first time and don't like him, they are calling him a weasel and trash, he made a comment yesterday after he handed the photos and took the cheque and said "Black trash!" and the person who gave him the cheque said they didn't like it and said they were in two minds as to whether or not they should break the agreement.  The helicopter man is white trash!  He is fucking ugly!  Who'd want him?  Andy is better looking, even without teeth!  GOD said Andy is a nicer person, that is why he is better looking.

UPDATE 01:30

GOD said HE wants the helicopter man to stay there.  I think it is because WE want to hurt him!  Yesterday morning I heard Elizabeth Hitler while she was speaking to him.  
"SHE caused a lot of trouble in my family."  

GOD said Elizabeth Hitler has been asking social services to find a new born baby so that their family can take pictures because Kate's baby now looks more than a few hours old and it is not so much an older looking baby, it's because they don't want people to find out that what I wrote about Kate having her baby are Accounts and William has specified he wants to have pictures taken of a boy.  So what's going to happen to Kate and Mike's little girl?  

I heard Kate and William say "We're in trouble!"  Kate told William to sort it out.  William said why should he?  She said "You were the one who insisted that we keep it from the public."  GOD said that is William's idea of sorting it out, by getting his grandmother, Elizabeth Hitler, to contact social services!  GOD said social services have been warned.  

GOD said mothers were approached by the Hitler family and I heard Elizabeth Hitler say "The mothers are too afraid to part with their new-born babies."  They'd take the mother out and the rest of the family to keep the baby!  GOD said that is why Elizabeth Hitler and crew contacted social services.  GOD said those who left the Hitler household know they are not in any danger because HE and the ANGELS showed up outside of the house as they were leaving to touch them because of the faith they'd shown and to reassure them that it was HIM who told ME to promise them, that's why I promised them and because they are not in any danger, some of them are speaking out and are saying they had no choice but to be loyalists, but there was no love, they have been threatened and some of them have started talking about Kate and Mike Tindall's baby which is being hidden. 

GOD said lots of people working for the family witnessed Mike Tindall and Kate in the broom cupboard, including going out and going in, including security who were watching from behind the cameras and all suspect that Kate's baby is Mike Tindall's!  GOD said don't forget William Hitler is firing blanks!

UPDATE 01:33
GOD told ME yesterday morning and let ME hear people saying it because the people who were at the house working for the Hitler family witnessed ME writing what was happening at the time in the Hitler household and said it was word for word and that a lot of people now know I have Special Powers because they are now finding out about Kate and Mike Tindall's baby, who is about a week old.

UPDATE 01:55

Yesterday I heard the black haired man who gave the helicopter man the cheque, he said "I'm not giving Elizabeth Hitler money!  I'm not throwing away money on Lorraine either, SHE is calling HIM the blond bombshell!"  GOD said that was David Westfield, who gave the cheque, so he could have helped Us.  GOD said it is because he has found out that OUR Special Powers are real!

That is what HE is, HE is sexy and HE is nice, to OUR FAMILY anyway!  I'M gagging for it and HE's snapping for it!  

Ask the helicopter man to show you pictures of yesterday morning, the little pervert!  GOD said the helicopter man is a paedophile.  GOD told ME this morning that the helicopter man is part of the paedophile ring, that has been broken down, but he was still undetected, that is why he works for Elizabeth and Phillip Hitler directly.  GOD said he has been looking at Sapphire, Sapphire has been his focus from the beginning and Ruby as well.  GOD told ME it's 15 mile radius he can see US from using heated camera.  GOD told ME that while We were living in the car. 


GOD said the helicopter man, for the time being, is going to be watched very closely, like he has been watching MY FAMILY, to make sure he doesn't try to bring harm to HIS SPECIAL FAMILY! GOD said it is because WE want to do the spite!

UPDATE 02:09

I'M still catching up, earlier GOD said the helicopter man is going to be taken out, I heard that yesterday morning.  Earlier, as I was writing about this, about 2 updates ago, I heard special camera and heated badge, then just now I heard "Do YOU still want to do the spite?"  I don't want to do spite.  Spite for ME is to be picked up so all those people who don't want to see ME being picked up and want to see ME crushed are hurt!  That's the spite levels I want to go to!

GOD showed ME something yesterday morning, which woke ME up.  WE were walking on a road, the Children and I, and there was a dog and the owner was being nice and let US go into his front garden because OUR Children wanted to see the dog to play with it and Sapphire went up to the dog and the dog bit Her arm and never let go!  I was trying to get the dog off, but the dog never let go, the dog was vicious and I woke up.  GOD said the bite is worse than the bark, that is why he works for Elizabeth Hitler.  GOD said that is why he is going to get fried like toast!

I had another dream before that, it was two  men living in MY house and I cooked and cleaned, I did things for them for weeks and at the end of it they didn't want to pay their rent and said they didn't have any money, but it was an excuse because I knew they had money, so I took one of their phones and the other I took his camera and never gave it back to them and said they could have them back when they paid their rent, although I was still nice to them and walked with them, chatting.  It was because they knew they were at fault why one of them was still being nice, the other left.  I explained to them I have Children and no money and it has cost ME money to keep them here for four weeks and they broke the agreement.  Then the scene cut to the dog.

UPDATE 02:14
GOD said the helicopter man is a very evil man, he likes to play games with his victims first and he is a murderer.  GOD said that is why he was at the car on the last day MY FAMILY and I were in the car.

UPDATE 02:17
Yesterday morning I heard 
"Lorraine is ready because it is touching!"
I'M ready when GOD says I'M ready.

UPDATE 02:20
Then I heard "That's why it is six weeks!"

Then I heard "Look at him, he has black hair, the person who just said that!"

UPDATE 02:23
Then I heard "Look at HIM, HE has blond hair, I don't want YOU to stop HIM."  That's why I won't stop HIM.

UPDATE 02:24
Then I saw MY Blond Bombshell, HE was down on ME and said "Lorraine, look at ME, I'M making love to YOU!"

UPDATE 02:27
Then MY Blond Bombshell said "I AM rich, I have more money than ..."  I don't want to limit MYSELF!  That's why HE is MY Blond Bombshell!  It isn't because of the money, it is because I AM ready, why I have feelings for HIM!

UPDATE 02:38
I just heard someone who said that the Blond one's been there and could have helped while WE were in the car.  GOD said David Westfield had MY name which he kept screwing up and throwing into a pot, but then he held it, he didn't want ME or MY FAMILY except for one or two Children, Sapphire and Ruby, but he didn't want anyone else to have ME and because David Recasus, who has been helping, why MY FAMILY and I are still here, both lines, both sets, is very respectful.  

That is why HE left ME with the black haired Angel at the wine bar because I gave the sanitary towel to the black haired Angel, but I did say to David Recasus, who didn't want to get into a fight with the black haired Angel, that I felt HE should have it, because HE asked for something, that is why I took it out in the same level view as the camera which was pointed there, filming while I was taking out the sanitary towel from MY knickers!

David Recasus, who is GOD, why HE is MY Blond Bombshell, knew I was safe with the black haired Angel, HE said HE remained there, just not visually.

UPDATE 02:46
Then GOD said "The things YOU are going to be doing when YOU come up onto this level are similar things to what YOU have been behaving like in the Wine Bar, the Lizard Lounge!"  GOD said HE is forgiving ME for the sanitary towel!

UPDATE 02:53
Then I heard Elizabeth Hitler yesterday morning who said "If Lorraine leaves any containers for Mr Fox, I want the council environmental health to go down heavy on her and if Andy approaches the homeless man and takes any food to him for Lorraine, then I want that black man poisoned, seeing as there is no forgiveness or redemption for me, because I am evil!  The time Lorraine must have felt the love, I felt something."  GOD said it is because of the black man, why Elizabeth Hitler will get taken out!

Then she said "Find out who owns the company who makes the Bull brand rolling papers."  GOD told ME not to bother to leave the containers outside, which I wasn't going to do anyway, and told ME not to bother asking Andy to approach the homeless man.  WE can do that later.

UPDATE 03:00
GOD said people over here are saying they don't care about what Jean Dupre did because it was all black men.  GOD said near enough all of the men Jean Dupre had sex with  over the years at her workplace were white.

UPDATE 03:05
GOD said HE doesn't want ME to lavish the apartments and spoiling on Chris Brown and his friends because Chris Brown and his friends have been spoilt already, even though HE is going to take him up on the billionaire level.  HE wants ME to lavish it on some on some of the homeless and some of the people who have been going without.  It's good thinking, although I still want to lavish some on people from different walks of life and on the different levels.

UPDATE 03:22

When I wrote HE and I wanted to be a Mother and Father to everyone, people said "Why do we want them as parents, we've already got parents?"

Two or three nights ago GOD said to ME because HE is making HIS FAMILY members billionaires, those people who said they didn't want US as parents now want US as their parents.  GOD said it is because of the money, they want to be spoiled.  GOD said HE doesn't want US to be their parents because WE have OUR own Children, that's why they have parents and don't deserve US as their parents and that WE have been like parents by telling them off through The End Time Message!  

GOD said HE wants ME to mummy HIM and feed HIM!  This morning, as HE showed ME HIMSELF down on ME, HE said "Lorraine, pull ME in until I cannot breathe like what YOU used to do to Riccardo, that is being shown the video, why white women are doing it to their men and pull ME in with the sheet while I AM on top of YOU, like YOU used to do to Riccardo, which the white women have seen in the video of YOU and Riccardo.  GOD said it is MY move with the sheet, HE has never seen it been done before, it doesn't matter which time period, apart from the white women who have seen ME in the video doing it to Riccardo and are doing it to their men like it's their move!"  GOD said HE found that very sexy, all of it, and that's why HE chose ME because HE likes original pieces!  GOD said HE wants ME to share it out so that the black women can do it too!  Don't forget to sail him in by grabbing his buttock cheeks and pulling him into you!  The sheet is better!

I just heard a white woman say "There's no doubt about preference, which colour HE prefers!"  WE don't want you to have any doubt, that's why WE are being specific!

UPDATE 03:39
Sapphire set ME a bath hours ago without ME asking, I'm in it now and I'M going straight to bed.  Goodnight DAVID.

UPDATE 03:50
GOD said the helicopter man came this morning to shoot ME, saw ME in the bathroom and was about to fire his gun.  GOD said HE had to turn up and take him out!  GOD said he has been casted to the other side to be with the Hitler family and some of his ancestors.

UPDATE 12:38
This morning, just as I got in bed GOD showed ME something.  It was a white woman, she was teaching a mixed race woman MY moves which she'd seen in the video recordings which the police obtained and gave it to the white woman to make her sexy.  As she was teaching the mixed race woman, she was telling her "You have to wrap the sheet around your fists and pull."  One of the white men she was with said to her "Why don't you just show her the video" and she said quietly to him "There's things on there I don't want her to follow."

The only reason why she is making it seem as if she is being helpful is because I wrote about it and she wants to teach it like it was hers so that she gets some recognition and wants to be in control of how much is taught to the black woman, so that she can be more sexy!  GOD said white people still see mixed race people as black, that's why she never showed her!

GOD said he made that white woman the marker, it is Susan, and that is what HE saw for the now generation, why HE didn't choose a white woman.  GOD showed ME it was the holding back that HE didn't like.  GOD said don't worry, HE has original moves as well and WE are going to make videos to give to the black women!  

It is illegal for Susan to have access to MY video.  GOD told ME she even has MY dance video that I made outside The Brewery and what she and her white friends did, they put the music out of sync to make it look as if MY timing was bad and have been handing out copies!  GOD told ME HE and a few others walked into the building where Susan was, laughed and called them all idiots and said "Anyone can see that the music is out of time" and took the discs from them and threatened them and Susan was told to "Move!" because she was after David Recasus and was hurt and cried when she was told HE is reserved for ME.  

Susan started calling ME an evil black dog, a wog, black bitch, black cunt, etc, and said "These black women come and steal all of our fucking men!"  I heard it yesterday morning, she was angry about the Special Powers which I have been given.

UPDATE 13:12
This morning as I lay in bed I heard one man say "You use that move with the sheet on me and if Lorraine is the first person to have ever done it, that means you were involved in hurting the Special Family!"

Then I heard other voices of other white men saying similar things "You were involved!"

UPDATE 14:06
Then I saw a white woman who said to her white friend "If they ask you about the movement with the sheet, tell them one of your friends showed you!"  Then I heard the woman telling her partner her friend told her about the move with the sheet.  

This morning GOD said that I said Good Night to HIM and HE is showing ME that it isn't HIM who is showing ME and telling ME, I AM using some of OUR Special Powers.

GOD said where I stopped the first time with the helicopter man, he didn't have time to finished because HE took him and that the darkened writing is what I used MY Special Powers to dig out of what the helicopter man would have said had HE not taken him when HE did.  I was standing near the window at the time, cleaning the toilet.  GOD said he had the gun aimed at ME, ready to shoot! 

GOD said if it wasn't for their family members, all of those people who were involved who were attacking HIS FAMILY, HE would have wiped them out already because they are bacteria level!  It has put ME off white women for life, I don't want any around ME.  I AM going to make MY Children leave them standing outside so that MY Children stop bringing them home, just like what they did to black people, leave them standing on the doorstep while the other white kids were allowed in!

UPDATE 14:20

Yesterday I heard the white woman who kept spilling MY drink over ME at the Lizard Lounge, she said it was the white men who were at the seat who told her to do it, so I listened and I heard David Recasus say to her "Go and bang the Birthday Girl's arm, to spill HER drink over HER, I want to see what SHE's going to do."  

GOD said HE knew the white woman would enjoy doing it, she was expecting ME to fight with her so that she could throw ME out.  GOD said HE knew what I would do, why HE told her to do it, it's like with the bollard, and HE liked what I did to her and the reason why HE did it is because of the end result.  GOD said after she fell onto the floor crying because of the attention I was receiving, but because of the sanitary towel that was clean and had no marks on it or any smell, even though I was dancing and sweating.  

GOD said she was working that night and was stinking of fish and cheese and HE looked on her pad and it was full of gunk and brown.  GOD said she was filmed on the floor, crying by the cameraman who was filming.  GOD said she left her home stinking that day to go to work.  These white women have got a cheek to compare themselves to white women and think they are cleaner!

UPDATE 14:27
GOD said ever since I had white friends there is a line-up of them, wanting to hold MY hand and hug ME.  GOD said it's so they can pick MY brains!  GOD said WE can see from beginning to end, the friend.  That's why WE don't want any white woman friends!

UPDATE 14:34
GOD said WE are looking at the motives of why the white woman wants to be OUR friend.  GOD said some change, but it is a long time away and in that time HE doesn't want ME becoming stressed because of their behaviour.

UPDATE 14:38
Yesterday morning, GOD spoke to ME and told ME they want ME to have MY own TV show and told ME the BBC said they would never let a black person host their own TV show on their channel and told ME the only person who wanted ME to host a show on the BBC was Izzy.  Izzy is mixed race and pretty and clean, GOD told ME she is very clean.  Izzy became besotted with ME in the '80s when MY friend Richard who is homosexual, recorded a song he submitted to the BBC for Children In Need.  I did a duet with him and there were lots of children singing in the background.  Izzy was the producer and sound engineer.  I told Izzy I wasn't a lesbian.

UPDATE 23:45
DAVID, I AM not feeling very well today, I have had a bit of a temperature today, it's MY tooth.  Yesterday morning I woke up and MY tooth felt really sore.  I flossed yesterday.  It's the one I went to hospital for, about a year ago while I was staying at MY Mum's.  One side of MY face is swollen and I feel really sick, like I AM going to throw up!  I haven't been drinking alcohol, I have been drinking water and using ice to take down the swelling.  I need to do some writing, to catch up.

There were different people in the helicopter tonight, a male and female.  They hovered for about 20 minutes, she is a bitch!  

UPDATE 23:54

As they were hovering the man wanted to know why I was sleeping today, Myles and Ryan had a conversation over the phone today and Myles told Ryan I was sleeping.  I was listening to them, she said "Can you see anything?"  He said "Not yet."  I turned around because the children were arguing in the next room and he said "I can see now, HER cheek's red, must be HER tooth" and she said "Are you going to tell them?  Don't tell them!"  He said "But it's HER HUSBAND, HE would want to know what's happening to HIS WIFE and they're ANGELS, they will find out if you don't tell them and Lorraine will probably write about it, we need to tell them!" and she told him not to say anything.  

What she was thinking "I hope SHE dies first!"  He was thinking "I can see why Lorraine Rees doesn't want to deal with the white woman's behaviour!"  He goes back to tell them.  DAVID said HE is happy with the documenting.  

Then I heard "You're out of a job!"  It was the woman.

GOD spoke to ME and said "I don't have any women working at the Company I work at.  Women work for MY other companies, but not where I AM."

UPDATE 23:59
GOD spoke to ME about something earlier this evening, while I was under the shower, HE said "That's what the helicopter man documented."  HE documented that the shower does work.  The shower didn't work, it worked how I told you it was working, but a few days ago I stood up with it and it came out lukewarm and it worked better when you are just sat down in the bath with it on.  In the winter, when the water is cold, it wouldn't have been warm enough.  I prefer a hot shower.

Tuesday 14th May 2013

UPDATE 00:02
The night before last, I saw Elizabeth Hitler lying on her bed praying, face down.  She was lying across her bed.  GOD said then "She thinks that's enough!"

UPDATE 00:08
Earlier in the day yesterday, when I was asleep, GOD spoke to ME and said there's someone else HE wants to take out and said Elizabeth Hitler has done too much.  GOD said ever since I wrote about Lorraine Bedford calling MY name and cutting off from her, and that she was lonely and confused, Elizabeth Hitler has been worrying.

Yesterday afternoon GOD told ME to keep using the ice to cool it down and that I was still being punished but not by HIM.
  
GOD said it is because Barack Obama has gone, Elizabeth Hitler is fretting.

UPDATE 00:15
GOD said HE wanted ME to know how HE was feeling earlier yesterday, HE said WE are on the TV and HE steals the show because HE is on it, HE said I walk off because Izzy is on it.  Then HE said HE doesn't want Izzy, Izzy behaves like them, that's why she is on it.  Then HE said HE is hurt and HE says "Look at US" and showed ME HE and I standing together because I put up with what HE allowed ME and MY Children to go through because I love HIM.

Earlier in the evening yesterday GOD said HE marries YOU.  DAVID knows there has been a lot of confusion.

UPDATE 00:17
I think I might need to go to bed now.

UPDATE 00:19
Yesterday evening, GOD told ME it was the helicopter man's wife that I saw slapping her husband.


Yesterday evening I was listening,someone was working it out and said "All Lorraine's white female friends cut off from HER, I can see a pattern.  They don't want HER around their husbands!"  Even though I would never cross the line.

I AM shaking, I'M going to bed.

UPDATE 07:50

This morning I heard a white man's voice "I'll show you which ones" then I heard another man say "You're all out of a job" then I heard a white woman "they found out it's us!  How did they find out?"
"I don't know, but we're all out of a job!"  Then I heard a man say "That's why they were in the pound shop!"

This morning GOD said HE said "OK honey."  A few days ago, just  after I used the flossing string I heard a woman's voice who said "The flossing string is not good!"  Last night after I wrote about the ice, I heard a white woman's voice who said "Don't touch the ice!"

This morning I heard someone saying "I'm not laughing."

Last night, I heard GOD, HE said to ME "Their families don't help them financially, at first they help them a little, then they don't want to do any more.  Some of them start stealing.  Lots of them end up in prison.  Some ... "  I know what HE was saying, some end up in hospital, some end up six foot under and then HE looked towards the East.

UPDATE 07:53
They are tampering with products and don't care about who gets hurt!  I heard one of them say "chipmonk!" and I heard someone else say "SHE's got more of a fighting chance because SHE's black!"  These are the white women.  One white woman said "They've turned HER against all white women, that's why SHE doesn't want anything to do with us!"

UPDATE 08:01
The other day over the phone I asked Andy to get some Young Skin ex foliating gel from Asda.  I heard a white women, she said "Young Skin?  OK."  GOD said they didn't go for the Young Skin.  I heard a white woman, she said "Don't go for the Children, just Lorraine."  This was about 3 weeks ago.  GOD said HE knows I AM ill.  GOD said I AM ill because of what they did.

UPDATE 08:16
The things they have done are very serious.  The week Andy bought ME some sanitary towels from Asda, which might have been last month, GOD let ME hear this week "He normally buys them from Tesco, he bought them from Asda, oh no it's only white women who are picking them up!  Quick, take them off the shelf!"

Last night I heard "They put the herpes virus on the sanitary towels Andy buys for Lorraine!"  GOD said other people are ill because of what they have been doing.  GOD said there are a lot of women involved.  GOD said HE made sure Andy bought them from Asda that week.

UPDATE 08:23
Let ME see if the white men are going to keep saying "It's only a little bit of jealousy!" because I AM black and they don't want to deal with the white women!  

If the white women who have picked up the sanitary towels with the herpes virus on it contract herpes and have white husbands, let ME see if the white husband is going to say "It's only a little bit of jealousy!"  Because that's what I keep hearing.

Two days ago, GOD came and told ME I AM clean, I have no diseases and that is why HE wants ME because HE is clean.

UPDATE 09:01

There is a white man helping with the enquiries, why I learned about the herpes today and the reason why he is helping is because he is upset about the herpes virus which is being spread because of the white secret society women.  This is what I heard

"Quick, take them off the shelves!"
"But Andy hasn't been in yet!"
"Yes, but the white women are picking them up, I don't care about the Asian women who have come in and picked them up, get them off the shelf as soon as possible!"

That week there wasn't any in Tesco, Andy had to get them from Asda because they took them off the shelf.  Just as I was in the bath, I heard 

"A lot of you are not going to get to see what you've done to Lorraine."
"If SHE wasn't here, there wouldn't be any jealousy!"

GOD said that is why HE is here, because it would be injustice!  

If you were not here there would be no spite!

UPDATE 09:04
Women want to know which sanitary towels?  They are called Liberty.

The white women have been told they have gone too far because it is now affecting other people outside of MY FAMILY!  You are cunts!

UPDATE 09:08
Some of them are saying "Don't upset us Lorraine."  I'M ill!  About "don't upset us Lorraine!"   MY face is swollen badly and I wish I could throw up because I feel sick and I have got a temperature!  I never sweat in bed, last night MY bed was soaking wet!

UPDATE 09:22
GOD said they couldn't touch the Asda products, they could only touch the Tesco products because Tesco is a Hitler family run business!  GOD said they had Elizabeth Hitler's approval.

UPDATE 09:33
GOD said they have been putting some of their products in Poundland and the 99p store because Andy goes in there.  GOD said that is why Elizabeth Hitler is lying on her bed praying because she has been told she is next big one to go!

UPDATE 09:36
GOD told ME the other night Susan wasn't teaching a mixed race woman, she was teaching a white woman about the sheet, but didn't want her to show her the video because she wants to be queen of the nights!  GOD said Susan has been hoping she can use MY moves to steal DAVID from ME!

UPDATE 09:39
Last night I heard a lot of white men speaking about Jean Dupre, it has gone round the secret society.  Jean Dupre had sex with a lot of white men as well as black men, spreading the HIV.  
"Jean Dupre?  Her father was a chimney sweep?  I don't remember Jean Dupre."
"Jean Dupre?  I remember Jean Dupre, I had sex with her, I can't remember if I wore a condom."
The voices went on and on and on.
GOD said the men are familiar with her.

UPDATE 10:29
I AM listening to them, white men as well and some of them are jealous because I don't sweat in bed when I'M asleep usually.
Someone said "Yea but SHE's only talking about HER illness!"  GOD told ME earlier HE is listening to their views on why they have been doing what they have been doing and it is as weird as the Asian's views and that is why they are going to get taken out.  GOD said it is the secret society members who are going to do the taking out.  What they have said it "We allowed them to alleviate some of their frustration but this time they'e gone too far."  

All of it has gone too far!  Those who allowed them to "alleviate their frustration" on MY FAMILY should be punished as well, like MY FAMILY were punished, for the full duration and the same amount of alleviation, because you are all dogs!

UPDATE 10:38
I listened to a white man's views this morning.  
"What they did to THEM was only a little bit of harmless fun!"

He knows it wasn't harmless, it might have been fun to them to watch OUR Children being crowbarred.  He is just as spiteful and as jealous as the white women, a man like that hides behind the white women so that he can still be seen as a man!

UPDATE 10:48
These white people who were behind the attacks play stupid, they are smart, that's why they play stupid.  They are very calculated because of their jealousy.  But to take so long to organise all the different events and won't stop shows you how deep the jealousy goes, yet they are meant to be on top and they are meant to be better looking because they have said black people are ugly, yet they are meant to have the best shape because they said black people have the wrong shape, yet they are meant to be cleaner because they said black people are dirty!  So why are they doing it then, and won't stop, if the white race are superior and the black race are inferior?   

UPDATE 11:08
What I heard a little while ago were white women behind spiting the products, they were trying to get out of it and said Elizabeth Hitler told them to do it.  GOD said they had Elizabeth Hitler's approval and some of the white men are behind it also, but they have been sitting in the background. 

UPDATE 11:12
GOD said they are saying it was the white police women who gave Susan the video recordings.  GOD said it was the white policemen who gave it to the white police women.  Why did the white police woman give it to Susan who is not police, what was the police woman's motive?  Because she is meant to be upholding the law, she cannot be seen to be involved.  They are all involved!  Pieces of shit!

UPDATE 11:17
It's because Susan has all of their approval, Susan tried to have ME murdered and they like it, that's why they aided that evil little white woman because they are evil themselves.

UPDATE 11:19
GOD said a third of the people are going to be taken off of the Earth.  GOD said most of them are white!

UPDATE 11:30

GOD showed ME Kate from the Vineyard church in Bristol arguing with her husband Doug, he is from New Zealand.  Kate is English and is a teacher and was pregnant while I was in Bristol and had a little girl.  GOD showed ME Andrew Wallis, the pastor of the Vineyard church and said Andrew Wallis runs a paedophile ring in the church and that is why every year they go to the same place in Birmingham as a retreat and children are sexually abused there.  

The reason why Kate was arguing with her husband is because sometimes they used to arrange babysitters for ME so that I could go to meetings and bible study groups and they sent a man called Doug, two or three times to babysit for ME.  GOD said HE would never allow any of them to touch MY Children, that is why Doug always ended up falling asleep after he put OUR Children to bed.  GOD let ME hear him speaking to Kate's husband Doug 
"Why didn't you do anything?"
"I fell asleep again!  SHE came back and that's when I woke up."

Doug is the person who bought ME the fridge freezer.  Doug is South African and the first time I ever met him was in Victory Outreach church in Wapping and I was in shock to see him at the Vineyard church in Bristol.  We got talking and I said "I've seen you somewhere" and he said "I remember you" and we were trying to think where it was we'd met.  He had just come over from South Africa then We placed where it was we'd met.  Doug seemed really nice.  I had a little bit of a crush on him.  Doug is white.  Doug had a girlfriend in Bristol and they split up and he met someone in Wales and moved to Wales to marry her.

UPDATE 11:36
There was a black woman in Bristol that a lot of people knew, she was well known in the community and with the council and police.  I've seen her in the newspapers.  She had a little church building across the road from the Vineyard office and one day MY friend Mark Pendered said to ME he'd like ME to meet her and introduced ME to her.  She invited ME to come to one of her meetings and while I was in there she was speaking to ME and gave a sermon and she let out that the church across the road was full of paedophiles, the Vineyard church!  I said "How do you know" and she said she has spoken to them and they won't address it!

UPDATE 11:37
GOD said Kate is not upset with ME any more for addressing the paedophilia, her daughter is one of those with a wide set vagina.

UPDATE 11:44
GOD said Andrew Wallis has sexually abused his children, the little girl, and that is why she has a wide set vagina, he would do it when he was fed up with the wife, Roslyn, and wanted a change.  GOD said the wife knew about the paedophile ring in the church, that is why she was always holding onto her children and never let them out of her sight in the church and at the retreat she stayed with them while her husband was around the people.  GOD said she didn't say anything to the other parents.  The pastor is white and his wife is white.  It is a predominately white church, MY FAMILY was the only black family at the church, occasionally one or two black faces would wander in and out. 

UPDATE 11:46
GOD said it wasn't just Andrew Wallis who sexually abused his child, other paedophiles within the same paedophile ring sexually abused their children, which left Roslyn and Andrew Wallis broken.  GOD said the little boy got sexually abused also.

UPDATE 11:54
GOD said many of them in the Vineyard church have diseases and that is why HE came to church that Sunday, to touch the doughnuts and the coffees and teas so that HIS FAMILY would not catch anything and to stop OUR CHILDREN from being harmed that Sunday.  When HE walked in, it caused a lot of excitement and what the men planned to do was put off.  The same Sunday, HE came to MY fellowship after church and touched things so that OUR FAMILY would not catch any diseases.  The suit HE used was very good looking, even though it is not a suit, HE alters HIS appearance!

UPDATE 12:06
Once a white health visitor in London said to ME "Incest is more common in black families."  GOD said incest is more common in white families and does not happen very much in black families, but because it hurts white people to know that, they try to make it look as if it happens more in black families and that is why they keep looking at MY FAMILY and try to convince people that they suspect MY FAMILY of paedophilia!  They can fuck off!

UPDATE 12:09
GOD made it known that paedophilia takes place more in the white race of people than in any other race of people!  That is why most of the white women lose their virginity, I gave MINE away!

UPDATE 12:22
GOD said many of the white men share the same view as Paul, why should I bring a girl into this world and let another man have her first?!  GOD said ever since I wrote about white women with wide set vaginas and GOD said it was because their fathers had sexually abused them when they were young, many of the white women are asking their fathers questions because they are remembering things and are asking their fathers why they did not bleed when they went with their first boyfriend?  GOD said many of the fathers have nothing to say and are telling them to ask their mothers!

UPDATE 14:26
GOD said South African Doug was not a paedophile, that's why HE allowed him to look after OUR Children.  GOD said the other Doug and Andrew Wallis kept pushing him and trying to encourage him to sexually abuse MY Children, but Doug liked Jake because Jake was chatty and Doug told them he didn't want to abuse the Children, he wanted to fuck the mother, but because he had a girlfriend, he didn't want to cheat on her.  GOD said Doug did fall asleep once or twice after listening to Jake, who never stopped talking, but Doug never touched Jake, Ryan or any of the other children.  GOD said that is why Doug moved out from among them, he didn't like what was happening in the church and didn't want to get caught up in it.  GOD said Doug wanted children of his own and knew he'd never like that to happen to his children.  GOD said Doug liked ME, that's why he bought the Fridge Freezer for ME secretly.

UPDATE 14:30
There was something nice about Doug, I never panicked leaving the children with him.

When I got back home, the place was tidy!  He used to get the Children to tidy up before he put them to bed and fed them snacks.

UPDATE 15:26
One night when I got back from bible study I asked Doug to stay for a glass of wine and he said he'd already helped himself to one and that he was going to leave so that he didn't take up MY time.  GOD said as soon as I closed the front door, he regretted it and wished he had said yes.  So did I.  

Kate and Doug babysat for ME once, GOD said it wasn't Kate, Kate is good, it was her husband and said if Kate hadn't been there there would have been child sex abuse, that's why HE made sure Kate was there.

UPDATE 15:28
GOD said Doug was trying to stay faithful to his girlfriend.  She was a bitch and was cheating on him, while he was staying faithful to her!

UPDATE 17:24

About a week ago, GOD gave ME a vision, when it happened I though "Oh!   What was that all about?"

It was a Man wearing blue denim jeans and HE walked in, HE was angry.  GOD said as soon as HE came in through the door, HE slapped ME hard, I was on the floor.  This morning GOD told ME what happened and said "It's a future clip of YOUR HUSBAND and what HE is like."

Earlier I heard "Lorraine better not think I'm like Andy!"  On the day I saw that clip, HE stepped over ME, that's why I thought "Oh!"  It was horrible.  HE said "I AM a very jealous Man."

Then today I heard HIM say HE is not going to let ME out of HIS sight, this was after HE watched the video of Riccardo and I.

I sometimes can be quite flirtatious but I don't jump into bed with people, especially when I AM married, it is more of a laugh.  You've got a bad temper!  Can You make sure before You come in to accuse ME of what I didn't do, You ask ME first to show You what it is You want to see?  I know what it is You want to see, because GOD told ME.  GOD said it is a set up!

You're fucking horrible!  If You bitch slap ME for nothing, I AM going to walk out!  I mean pack OUR things and leave!

Wednesday 15th May 2013

UPDATE 00:16
Yesterday, GOD spoke to ME and said to ME HE first saw ME when I was 7, that's when I was living with MY Dad and MY Brothers and Sister.  MY Mum left the house because of the violent abuse She was receiving from MY Dad.  GOD showed ME about a year ago, a girl sitting on the kerb with a bag of chips on the kerbside with her, she was eating them and HE said "That's YOU!"  GOD said HE walked down the road that day and was thinking "That's Lorraine, that's MY WIFE!"

GOD said that was what HE saw when HE first saw ME at the beginning, before HE created anything and thought "Why is that girl sitting there?"  HE was thinking "What if a car knocks her down?  Let ME look at HER.  SHE is very kind at such a young age."  HE said HE decided to look further and liked what HE saw.  HE loved MY heart, so HE decided to create the Special Bloodline.

UPDATE 00:22
GOD said it was the day MY Mum and her friend drove down Talbot Road in Forest Gate, where We used to live, and saw ME and MY Brother on the street and decided to take him because He was 2, She wanted him to be looked after properly, MY Dad was at work.  Sometimes I'd miss school to look after him.  GOD said She gave ME some money to buy some chips.  She wasn't allowed to take us because there was a court battle.  MY Dad knew She was right to take MY youngest Brother, that's why He didn't trouble Her and that was when I was allowed to go to school again.  

UPDATE 00:25
GOD said if it wasn't for HIM, we would have got taken by paedophiles, it was because I was HIS WIFE, HE was able to protect MY FAMILY.  We were street Children!  MY Brother did go to a nursery for a little while but I couldn't go to school sometimes because he was half day and even when MY Dad was off work sometimes, He was too tired to pick Him up or take Him, I'd have to do it and would stay with MY Dad in the house during the day or on MY own.  Sometimes I got bored and went to the park on MY own while MY Brothers and Sister were at school or nursery.

UPDATE 00:30
In this day and age social services would have intervened, it was the early '70s.  There was no child abuse coming from MY Dad, but it would be seen as neglect.  He didn't want to do it, He had to do it, He had to work to keep the house.  

GOD told ME this story about MY Mum and Dad, just before We were made to leave South Woodford, why MY Mum and Dad split up, even though they were in love.

UPDATE 00:33
GOD said MY Mum was being sexually abused by Her step-father from the age of 3 years old to 7, until MY Grandmother and Step Grandfather moved to England to start a new life and have children.  MY Mum was left in Dominica until She was 15, until MY Grandmother and Step Grandfather paid her passage to get here.

UPDATE 00:36
GOD said HE didn't want MY Mum here before that because of the child abuse.  GOD told ME while She was in Dominica MY Grandmother used to go to market, sometimes she was out all day.  MY Step Grandfather would sexually abuse MY Mum and beat Her and threaten Her if She didn't have sex with him and She wasn't allowed to talk about it, he told Her he'd murder Her and Her mum.  GOD said She was tortured and MY Grandmother didn't suspect.

UPDATE 00:40
GOD said when MY Mum came over here, she witnessed child sex abuse taking place to Her half brothers and sisters by their father, Her stepfather.  It wasn't just sex abuse, it was violent abuse, he used to beat them with electric cables and food would be locked away from them and that is why they started stealing because they were starving.  He used to count the biscuits and if any were missing, they would get beaten with electric cables.  GOD said one day MY Mum ran out, screaming and crying in the rain because of the abuse she saw and that is when She bumped into MY Dad.  She hadn't been here long.  It was timed!

UPDATE 00:46
GOD said MY Dad got her a job and MY Mum said it as well, where He was working, He wasn't working at Fords, it might have been at Tate & Lyle or a brewery, I can't remember what She said.  Anyway, they started seeing each other and when She turned 18 She married Him and became pregnant with MY eldest brother for MY Mum.  

GOD said while they were making love, she'd start speaking about fantasies with other men and him and he believed She was cheating on Him.  GOD said MY Mum never cheated on MY Dad but the things She said made Him insecure.  GOD said it was because of the child abuse.  MY Dad started accusing Her and because of the frustration, He'd hit Her and that's why they split up.  She doesn't even know why  He was accusing her. 

GOD said HE and I don't have any problems in OUR Marriage, all the way through!

UPDATE 01:03

Yesterday, GOD told ME HE was there on MY Birthday in 2010, the Lizard Lounge with the other two ANGELS.  The only person who wasn't an Angel was Ron Kray.  At the time HE asked both of the Men who were with HIM, one was David Westfield and the other was John Denver, if they wanted ME and both of them said they didn't want ME.  David Westfield said I was not his type and John Denver said he wouldn't touch ME, he only dates white women.  GOD said HE wanted ME and that's why HE asked ME for something and said that I was HIS WIFE anyway but knew what the other two would do because now they are wishing they picked ME up after they saw the videos and are learning about ME.  GOD said HE already knew who I was!  

GOD said it is MY choice, but HE knew HE'd never lose ME and the reason why David Westfield lost ME was because He wouldn't pick ME up, GOD said it was out of spite because He saw ME dancing with a black man!  John Denver wouldn't help ME either because He said I wasn't His bitch yet He begged ME to stay with Him on that day.  I got the best of the bunch, the cream of the crop, so to speak!

DAVID, I don't really care about the ins and outs, yesterday for the first time I kinda got an understanding that YOU are all friends.  Yippady doo dah!

I'M not going to stop David Westfield from coming to OUR Wedding if MY HUSBAND wants Him there.

UPDATE 01:06
John Denver said to ME "Lorraine, YOU promised Me YOU'D stay with Me for ever!" and I said "I said I'd stay with You and have a drink!  I did not promise to stay with You for ever!"

UPDATE 01:09
GOD let ME know yesterday that David Westfield said He came to throw the penny down because I insulted His friend, DAVID.  He is saying the same thing I said to Him about Shirley's daughter.  GOD said He wanted to talk to ME but He didn't know how to and decided to insult ME instead.  That is what I was feeling in the club, but I love DAVID.  Stay with Susan, she is Your type!

UPDATE 01:14
GOD said David Westfield held onto MY name which He got out of a pot all screwed up because He threw it back in like I was rubbish and took it back out again, but didn't want to help ME because it was "too shameful!"  He is the one who is shameful for not helping!  GOD said David Westfield would never have picked ME up and threw MY name back in the pot and DAVID took it straight away and David Westfield asked MY DAVID "Why did YOU pick her up?" and DAVID said "Because I don't like to waste."

Now David Westfield has seen the sexual videos, He wants ME, but MY HUSBAND is DAVID RECASUS!

David Westfield, I will never mix MY waters with Susan!

UPDATE 01:40

DAVID told ME yesterday that the day We stayed in the hotel at Westfield all three of them were looking on camera at ME, Andy and the Children while We were in the room and they were laughing because they thought I was funny.  

They knew what Jade had done to MY hair and saw ME calling her a bitch through the mirror reflection and saw when I stuck a flower in it to hide the patches!  And saw when I did karate first, then pretended to hold a gun and then did sword fencing with MY finger on Andy and then walked out to go and have a drink and were laughing and thought I was a bad woman!  HE said they were laughing because I took a bath and showers that day and were laughing that I was putting perfume on.  One of them said "What none between her legs?  That's how they usually get you!"  They were laughing because I wet MYSELF, I was kept by Bruno who I told I was busting to go and got to the toilet but didn't make it, so I had to shower and change the bottom half of ME and left the clothes for Andy to pick up and they thought I had a cheek!  And that is why they did what they did to ME at the casino, they kept calling ME a bad bitch!  GOD already knows ME, the other two didn't and said had they known what Andy was like, they would have treated ME with more respect.  DAVID said HE did it, HE took ME in the casino, the other two were involved but HE was the only One.  

When I woke up and was speaking to John Denver, He said to ME "I've got to be honest with YOU, YOU'VE just been fucked!  You wanted to meet the black haired Man, there's a blond haired Man as well, HE did it!  The black haired man was there but it was the blond one.  If YOU choose the black haired man, you'll live a long time."  

I said "Did You do it?" and He said "It wasn't Me, I didn't touch YOU" and I said "I'M so glad it wasn't You, if it was You, I'd be hurt!"  I didn't know John Denver, but I was shown the black haired Man and I suspected I knew the blond haired man.  Then I told John Denver I had to go, but He kept talking and I said "It's urgent, I have to go and I have to go!"  I nearly wet MYSELF again!  Because I was living in the car, I kept holding it in for long, I didn't develop a weak bladder, I just kept forgetting that I could go! 

UPDATE 01:42
I didn't remember John Denver, GOD said to ME yesterday He was at the Lizard Lounge on MY birthday.  His hair was different.

UPDATE 01:51
The day when David Westfield came to the car and banged on the glass ,He was two dimensional, He came with bodyguards.  I called Him, I said "David, please talk to ME."  David Westfield just walked off like I was a tick!

DAVID, they may be YOUR type of friends, but they are not MINE and I don't want them in MY House, YOU can have them in YOUR House, but I don't want them in MINE!  I'll chat with them and be pleasant if I must, that's as far as it's ever going to go!

UPDATE 01:56
John Denver met ME and chatted with ME, We had a drink together and He knew I was in the car with MY Children in trouble and didn't even help a little and He has money.  I have never chatted with David Westfield, to MY knowledge or to MY remembrance   I'M not interested in people like that.

MY HUSBAND never left ME, HE was always there, telling ME, teaching ME, talking to ME, keeping Us safe, informing ME and I knew HE had HIS reason why HE didn't want to take ME out of the car.   

UPDATE 02:03
David Westfield came into MY car, looked around and said "It's a good thing My name is David!" and I tried to speak to Him and He disappeared, He was two dimensional.  I don't understand Him, either of them.  I understand the blond haired DAVID, things were good with US before the black haired Angel, David Westfield, muscled in and caused confusion and didn't even want ME!

UPDATE 02:06
John Denver, that's why He didn't help, because He thought "Why should I help HER when SHE wanted the black haired man?"  GOD said He sat there, he second time I went, when nobody bothered to come down, John Denver was thinking "I can see HER but why should I help HER?  SHE didn't want Me!"

UPDATE 02:08
I swear yesterday DAVID said HE wanted them as HIS best men.  Well I don't know how it's going to work!  I was thinking of a quiet wedding!

UPDATE 09:01
This morning, as I got in bed, GOD showed ME a man in jeans, I didn't see his face, HE didn't show it to ME the first time either.  HE said "That is David Westfield.  I AM good to YOU."

On 5th March 2009, GOD said to ME "YOU take care of the natural and I WILL take care of the Spiritual."  I understand now what HE means.  I AM taking care of the people on the Earth by writing The End Time Message and HE is taking care of the Angels.  

Last night as I finished posting HE said HE is tired of trying to teach them, HE was referring to the 2 Angels, David Westfield and John Denver, and said it's trying to teach Andy and the other people, you get tired of speaking to them and they don't change.

A few days ago, GOD said Andy is the best out of all the white people.  GOD said behind the cameras they are slagging Andy off.
"I can't stand that man!  He sickens me!"
"Look at the state of him!"
"He's so bad minded!  Look how many sweets and chunky chicken he's bringing in when Lorraine said SHE wants to lose weight!"

GOD said how you are looking at Andy is how WE look at you!

UPDATE 09:18

About two weeks ago GOD showed ME a scene, We were living in a mansion and there were people who We were entertaining and there was a white woman there and David Westfield asked her "Where is My Wife?"  She held her nose with one hand and pointed to the door with the other hand.  David said "I think I'd better knock first" and then He came in the room.

GOD told ME yesterday the woman is Susan and there is a reason why she is there.  GOD said that's how it would be, had I chosen David Westfield, He would have kept Susan because He said she's pretty, but He wanted ME because He liked ME because I was sexy and Susan isn't.  GOD told ME yesterday David Westfield is not sexy. 

I think it was last week, GOD showed ME a scene.  It was David Westfield who was trying to put ME into Susan. This morning I had a dream which woke ME up.  I was taking short-cuts as I was walking and stumbled across a church type building and saw David Westfield.  

Before that I was dreaming I was at the swimming pool and saw Debbie Mina's children who were ungrateful and I didn't like them and made it known and they didn't like ME and made it known.  Somehow, they were not Debbie Mina's children, they were David Westfield's children, I think it is representative of what they would be like.  

I tried to find the house again because the first time I stumbled across it, there was a flicker, I still had feelings for Him but I could see He had a wife, a woman with black hair.  I told Him I wanted to reconcile and He was all for it.  Then when I tried to find the house again, I wanted to let Him get on with His life and part of ME wanted to reconcile, but I didn't bother trying to look for the church in the end, I decided to go back to where I came from.  

On MY way out of that patch I saw Barack Obama holding a gun and I thought it was funny and tapped him on the back as he leaned over and said "Barack Obama, it's ME" and he looked and I ran and he ran after ME, so I stopped running as I got out of the building that I was in and on to the open grass.  He was smiling but he wasn't smiling.  I wasn't sure whether he wanted to be MY friend or to shoot ME and the scene cut.

UPDATE 09:31

This morning I woke up and heard a black Christian woman who said "But look how many times HE invited us, there would have been a wedding that we could all have attended."  Then I heard "Ungrateful!"  Then I heard MY HUSBAND DAVID, who said "Lorraine is on the same wavelength as ME" and then I heard HIM say "These people are all on OUR Earth and are behaving like this!"

Last night GOD said to ME and not just last night, HE said HE is going to clear out Jamaica and the only people who are going to be living on the plane are some FAMILY members and their families and they live far, at the other end from where WE will be living and the only reason why they'd be living there is because OUR Children would be safe and that HE didn't want ME or HIS FAMILY outside of Jamaica for quite a few months, until HE had finished fucking ME, HIS WIFE, and never gets fed up!  Neither do I! 

GOD said HE will stay making love in Jamaica until WE are ready to go and see some of the people, which could take years, some of those who WE want to help, those who would have helped a little if they could have, and said HE doesn't want HIS FAMILY outside of Jamaica because outside of Jamaica is full of diseases and HE wanted everyone to die off so that HE could bring back some of the people who lived on the Earth and were nice.  GOD said most of them are MY ancestors and MY Dad.

UPDATE 09:46
GOD said that is why HE didn't want ME to write The End Time Message because of how WE would end up treating you because of your behaviour and that you have shown no appreciation!  WE have spent years fixing you by writing about your behaviour and you are not viewing from the point of view that you would like to change, it's just fun and games and entertainment for you.  That is why you don't change.  Many of you want Us thrown out on the street so that you can laugh and have more entertainment and the outcome would be even more entertainment for you.

GOD said MY FAMILY and I are still being looked at as the laughing stock.  WE made some of it humorous to keep your interest and to being others to find out about themselves but you are not interested in looking at yourselves, you are only looking at MY FAMILY and I still, when WE are fixed!

Some of you are wishing you could go back to the car to be given another opportunity to help.  Even though We are sleeping in a house, We are still in the car and no-one has bothered to help and wonder why WE don't care for friendships!

Last night I heard an Asian who was giving updates to a friend of his, he said "SHE keeps begging but no-one is giving!"  

GOD said this post was written for you, We are not beggars.  This post was written to make friends, but you took offence, but I don't care.  That's the type of friend I AM.  That's the only type of friend you are going to get.  But you don't want it.  That's why I don't want it.  MY FAMILY are too good for you and that is the level of distinction you are going to get, because you didn't make friends because you didn't want it.  WE are going to make it clear cut what level you have been put on, even some of the white women, you are all being put on the same level as everyone else in terms of friendship, even though I dislike you more than any other breed of woman!

UPDATE 09:49
MY FAMILY and I have Special Powers, even OUR Children, WE can move things with OUR minds.  That is the type of power WE possess when MY HUSBAND and I are together.  That is distinction between US and yourselves.

UPDATE 09:55
MY HUSBAND DAVID spoke to ME a few days ago and said every single large company director throughout the different countries are HIM and ME.  There are people filling in the gap, WE are the Owners.  That is why WE are going to strip people because WE can. 

WE are not poor, that is why WE are not beggars.  WE did it for you.  Had you shown mercy, WE would have shown mercy.  Had you shown love, WE would have shown love.  Had you shown kindness, WE would have shown kindness!

WE don't owe you fuck all, mate!  I'M glad I'M not obligated to any of you, so I can fuck you off at any time and look down on you because you are all pieces of shit!  

GOD said that is the distinction HE wanted.

UPDATE 10:00
OUR FAMILY are better than you, whether you like it or not, WE don't care!  If WE want to go back on OUR Word that's up to US because this is OUR Earth!  WE don't care about members of your family, if they die or go missing!  WE do not care!  You are nobody, you are nothing!

UPDATE 10:04
GOD said WE don't have to care because of who WE are!  WE are GODS and you are subjected to US.  

That is the clear cut distinction GOD has been waiting for!  That is why David Westfield and John Denver are trying to stop it because of their jealousy.  This morning, as I finished posting, I heard both John Denver and David Westfield saying to DAVID "Get rid of HER!"  This is OUR Earth and if anyone is going it is you!  You can all sit there with your diseases and rot!

UPDATE 11:09
DAVID, it is not just touching, it is pushing!  

UPDATE 11:17
Earlier, after this morning's updates, I heard a black Christian woman who said "It's all love."  I'M fed up with people's self righteousness and hypocrisy.  Why are you teaching when I already taught it?  If you know it's all love, why didn't you come?  Shut the fuck up, we're not in the classroom, I don't want to hear it from you!

GOD said HE bent down and gave you a little kiss because I broke you down and I asked HIM why, they didn't care when I was preaching love and broke ME down.  GOD said that is why HE threw you down and took back the kiss, in other words HE never gave it. 

UPDATE 11:20
After that I heard black Christians who said "SHE's taking up HER rightful place."  No, I'M putting you in your rightful place, I AM already in MY rightful place!

UPDATE 11:23
Then I heard a white woman who seemed to be a little out of joint speaking to other white people frantically.  
"SHE's put white women SHE doesn't like on the same level as everybody else, SHE's going to use the black people to break us down!"

Some of the black people.  I want you stinking little bad minded cunts to know I'M coming for ya!  I AM going to put you in your rightful place!

UPDATE 11:26
WE can replace you at the drop of a hat!  GOD said there are a lot of MY ancestors waiting to come over!

UPDATE 11:35
I heard a white woman who said "I'm jealous" and the other white woman said "I'm not jealous any more, I'm frightened of what Lorraine is going to do to white people!"  You need to be frightened, but it is some, not all!

UPDATE 11:50

I just heard some stinking dirty little white woman saying "No-one likes Lorraine Rees."  GOD told ME this morning that has been said so many times since I have been posting by different people.  WE don't like you because you are all dogs, that's why WE are going to treat you like dogs!

WE don't need to be liked, WE have got power!  You don't!  WE don't need to be touched, you do!  WE don't need money, you do!  WE don't need protection, you do!  Do you think WE give a fuck about your opinions?  It is not valid!  You are nothing, shit, bacteria, diseases, filth!

WE are not at your mercy, you are at OUR mercy!  GOD told ME years ago HE is going to give Andy power, at the same levels as US so that he can look after himself while he is down there.  GOD said Andy is spreading diseases because all the stinking white women want him because of the power he has and because of who he is, but the diseases do not harm Andy, that's why I allowed MY HUSBAND to give power to Andy.  

UPDATE 12:02
GOD showed ME something yesterday I was going into a shop and a white man pulled open the door for ME to show ME respect and I told him to "Move!" and MY HUSBAND said he is showing YOU respect and I said to MY HUSBAND, but I didn't have to say it, because HE knew "Don't let ME have to tell YOU to move!  I have power to open the door for MYSELF, I don't even have to open the door, I can walk through the door or teleport through the door, when I needed the door to be opened, no-one opened the door, I don't care for his respect!  Move!" 

I can't even be bothered to say "Move!" to you, I AM just going to slide you out from being in MY way!  Pieces of shit!

UPDATE 12:09
You know the kind of power I have because you have seen it on camera yet none of you have shown any respect, that is why I AM not going to show you any respect!

UPDATE 12:34

I just heard some stinking little white woman who said "I work for this company but I don't know who is at the top of it."
As long as it is called Company, WE ARE!  WE are at the top of the councils, including the Arts council, that is why WE are not beggars, you are the stinking little beggars!  WE don't need your permission, you need OUR permission!  WE don't need your approval, you need OUR approval!  That is why black people are going to have their own shows on the BBC channels!  I'M fed up of looking at boring white ghosts on the BBC channels!

UPDATE 22:18
In the early hours of this morning I heard David Westfield say to someone "I want Lorraine Rees taken out" and the person asked "What about the Children?" and He said "Lorraine Rees first!"

This afternoon, I heard his girlfriend, the white beast he wanted ME to see in Asda some months ago, he sent her.  I heard her this afternoon, she said "What like SHE doesn't want to mix HER watery self with ME?"  Then I heard the ANGEL say "You see that last comment she made about Lorraine?" and then I was informed it was her last comment.  I AM laughing!  David Westfield lost his whore girlfriend this afternoon, she was dragged by her hair.  GOD said there is torture down there and what I heard with Lorraine Bedford was being put to rest.  

Then I heard David Westfield say "Lorraine Rees is an evil woman!"  GOD said it is because he ends up in a council house with a woman and children, that's why he took her on, but she throws him out and he becomes homeless, seeing as he likes playing a homeless man!  I heard David Westfield earlier who said "The woman I love has been murdered and Lorraine Rees is still here."  LOL!  I'M ready for the keys for Westfield now!  And the company which makes Amber Leaf tobacco!

GOD said David Westfield is doing a lot of heavy drinking tonight.  David Westfield, you'd better save some of that cash, you're going to need it!

UPDATE 22:25
Earlier I saw David Westfield plummeting downwards, he was falling.  If I ever see him begging on the streets and people put money down for him I AM going to make sure I take the change from his begging bowl to make up for the £5 I gave him because I thought he was homeless!

UPDATE 22:33
GOD said I AM nice, that's why HE married ME.  Then HE said YOU ARE nice!  Look, YOU are using YOUR Powers to lift things to help people.  Look!  And I looked and saw MYSELF helping black African people.

UPDATE 22:56
The off licence man asked Andy his name a few weeks ago and Andy told him.  This morning I heard the office licence man speaking with someone 
"He came in last night, I haven't seen him for weeks."
"What did he buy?"
"Ice."
"OK let me know the next time he comes in to buy ice." 
"What am I going to do with all these bottles of wine?"
"Just make sure the other customers don't buy them!"

All those women who had the herpes virus put onto the sanitary towels are going to be infected with the herpes virus, the ANGEL commanded it.

GOD said because I have been denied treatment from the hospitals, those people who have denied ME treatment are going to be denied treatment.

UPDATE 22:59
Today, I saw Elizabeth Hitler get up, she was stunned and said "But the BBC is our company!"  The BBC has been taken back by the rightful owners, US!

UPDATE 23:07
GOD said the off licence man is going to be stripped of his wealth because he got involved in the spite despite being an illegal immigrant. 

UPDATE 23:10
Amber Leaf apologizes to all of their former customers for taking part in the spite hence the fluffed out short weight tobacco!  Thank you for the keys.

UPDATE 23:17
A message to the ANGELS: All those people who are sending those people to spite the products MY FAMILY and I and extended Family are using, I want them murdered immediately!

UPDATE 23:23
Message to the ANGELS: Why should the man in the off licence up the road live when he knows the wine had poison.  Take him and his family out, I want them murdered, teach the pakis a fucking lesson!

UPDATE 23:50
This is called the step up!  
The off licence man: "I did it because I was asked to, it was just for fun."
Murder him!

Thursday 16th May 2013

UPDATE 00:06

"I'm sorry, but my record shows I am not allowed to give you treatment.  Don't tell anyone, but I'm going to help you."
The ANGELS: "He gave her treatment because she is white."
I want them both murdered for going against US!

UPDATE 00:16
MY Aunt Emily: "I have baby pictures of Lorraine, they might be worth a fortune!"

UPDATE 00:46
GOD said even her, she is expecting for her Lou Rawls to be brought back to her.  GOD said the proceeds went up and what she promised to do if they did, she didn't do.

UPDATE 11:45

This morning I heard "Serves them all right!"  I have been listening to a man, he wants ME desperately and keeps asking for ME and wants to marry ME.  He wants to bring ME some antibiotics, he is worried about ME.  He wants to buy ME a car and move ME into a different house so that We can have some stability.  

GOD told ME to make sure I take him up, he is Asian and he lives just over the road from ME.  

When I met you, I just thought "What a nice person!" and I was lost for words because I don't meet people like you every day.  I want to meet you.  I thought about you when you left the cafe, I knew you wanted to talk to ME but you respected ME and Andy.  Do you know where I live?

I have been informed you don't mind converting to Christianity.  I don't care if you don't convert, I'd rather you not have any religion and just be a good person.  It's about applying good teachings to your life and following them and have respect for The Creator; what is not good, throw it out, but you are nice, and very sexy, I can tell!

UPDATE 11:58
What I want you to do is to find out where I live and come to the door, make sure you leave your phone number with Andy and then I will talk with you over the phone first, OK?  Then I will come out and meet you in a few days.  It's OK, I'M not in any pain now and the swelling has gone down a lot, I AM only in pain if I press MY jaw.

I'll let you in, in a few days if you want to come in.

UPDATE 15:41
I heard someone say "SHE bypassed YOU!" and HE said "I cannot go because of something which happened at Christmas with Susan."

This morning GOD said He cannot come and I said to GOD "At least He is being respectful."  GOD said the Asian can come, but the Asian is still David Recasus.

UPDATE 16:16

I AM receiving what You are saying.  You are saying You want to pick ME up, You don't mind helping Andy a little to get on his feet, but You don't want Andy, You want ME and the Children.  That's fine, I don't want Andy either.

UPDATE 16:22
Someone just said "Why doesn't Lorraine teach Andy?"  Do you know how many sleepless nights I've had talking to Andy over the years?  I'M tired of talking to Andy, Andy is bad minded, not as bad as some.  You try teaching an old dog new tricks!  Andy is very forgetful.  Like his mother prides herself on, Andy is stubborn, like her.

UPDATE 18:55
I just heard something, it was Susan, she said "I'm doing them all so that Lorraine doesn't get any!"  GOD said she spread the HIV, even to John Denver.

GOD said John Denver has been sitting there quietly, like he hasn't done anything and listening to the other men like it doesn't affect him.  That was your best friend's woman, man!  The whore!  Bet you wish you went for black women now!

GOD said because I dissed everybody yesterday, the black people are teaming up with the white people, that is why the black people are going to catch incurable diseases.

GOD said Susan got taken out because he was angry he couldn't be with Lorraine because of Susan.  Earlier I heard "Susan knew she had it!"

UPDATE 20:19

I beg your pardon, not girlfriend, David Westfield's wife! 

GOD said men are coming out of the wood work!  Left, right and centre, top, bottom, middle, back, front, high, low, every which way... but loose!  

GOD said Susan spread diseases to all the men and that is why there is heavy drinking, they are all drowning their sorrows!

UPDATE 20:30

"When did she do you?"
GOD said these are the type of conversations that are going on, during the heavy drinking.
"About 3 weeks ago"
"When did she do you?"
"Around Christmas!"
 "Oh yea when, before or after?"
"Just before."
"She did me at Christmas."
"She did me on Boxing Day."
"She did you like a fucking kipper!"
"She told me she didn't want to wear condoms I didn't need one!  I'm a married man, what am I going to tell my wife?"
"Look at all those young black teenagers lined up!  I could have had any one of them!  I went for Susan, because of her looks!"

Susan must have been stinking like whorehouse!

UPDATE 20:33
GOD said Susan did it because the men were all talking about ME before, during and after the Olympics and she didn't want them to help ME.

UPDATE 20:34
One of the men: "She did smell a bit funny, I couldn't go down on her!"
"I fell for it, every hook, line and sinker!" 

UPDATE 20:37
GOD said because of the amount of spite Susan used the men are going to spite Susan.  GOD said David Westfield is going to leave his estate to ME and Susan is going to try to contest it and is going to end up losing her house and cannot win.  GOD told ME this months ago.  GOD said she married David Westfield for money but there is a pre-nup!

UPDATE 20:42
GOD said all the men join in the spite to spite Susan, that's why she cannot contest it.  

John Denver, the main reason why I was put off by you wasn't because of your accent, it was the gambling.  I needed stability.  You told ME you were a heavy gambler and had no money and gamble all your money away every day!  Scary, different story, but like Martin Stewart!

UPDATE 20:51
John, it would have been different had We been together and you developed that type of habit, but the thought of walking into a relationship like that while I was living in a car with MY Children...!  GOD said you wanted a reason that was feasible  it wasn't the accent.  I suspected you were playing, putting it on, and then you did speak English but I was a bit tipsy.

UPDATE 20:57
You told ME you lived with your brother in Crystal Palace and you had no money left to get home because of the heavy gambling!  I was contemplating, if the worse came to the worse, I'd have to take you home in MY filthy car!  I would have taken you home, but I really didn't want to, not in that car!

UPDATE 21:01
I knew you were not in trouble, right at the end when I saw you put your worn out NatWest card in the machine to gamble again!  I just thought you asked ME to help you but how can I help you when you don't want to be helped?

UPDATE 21:38
I heard John Denver a little while ago who said "I said those things to Lorraine because I wanted HER to open up and tell me about her situation."  John, I'M not like that.

UPDATE 21:41
John said he didn't touch Susan because he is health conscious.  I'M glad you didn't.  You became a little bit spiteful at  the end.  Anyway, I hope you have a nice life.  It was nice of you to come and chat with ME.

UPDATE 21:45
I like the shape of the moon tonight from the angle I'M seeing it from, it's a half eclipse.

UPDATE 22:05
A little blast from the past!  It's a bit dragged out though!


UPDATE 22:22

Something GOD told ME a few days ago, HE said she made a promise that if the counters went up, she'd give the extra money made to charity and she hasn't.  GOD said she said she'd do anything to bring her Lou Rawls back.  GOD said that is why HE is not going to bring Lou Rawls back, she broke the agreement.  GOD said everyone here apart from Lorraine's family are bad-minded.  

This morning, I was listening to the ANGELS who said they don't like anyone here, they don't like any of the families here apart from Lorraine and HER FAMILY and a few individuals, and if it wasn't for Lorraine and HER FAMILY who like having people here or for the few individuals who they wouldn't want to hurt by taking out their family members, they'd wipe everyone out because they are all bad minded, every last one!  

GOD said a few days ago these are the most bad minded human beings ever to live on the Earth!  I interrupted HIM before HE finished saying Earth and through telepathy I said to HIM "What about the slavery?" and HE said "Yes, the slavery, the ancestors!"  GOD said if it wasn't for the slavery, you would be the most bad minded people to ever have lived on the Earth!

GOD said HE and the ANGELS said it because HE keeps hearing people saying they wish GOD and the ANGELS would like them as much as THEY like ME.

UPDATE 22:39

GOD said when she saw the extra proceeds coming in, she didn't care about Lou Rawls!  That's why she didn't give any away to the homeless like she promised HIM and gave her word.  GOD said it is the wife!  GOD said HE is thinking about HIS FAMILY, she knew WE were homeless.  GOD said she is bad minded, that's why she didn't give any away.

GOD said HE is glad she broke the agreement because HE didn't want to bring Lou Rawls back!  GOD said it was a spiteful song from a spiteful man!  GOD said they were a spiteful couple, hence the spiteful song!


UPDATE 23:06
I'M digging deeper levels.  Recently I've gone into GOD's dustbin a lot to find things.  I'M listening to Bobby Womack and his wife and listening to what GOD threw into his dustbin and the reason why HE threw it because HE and HIS FAMILY are not begging, but observing.  HE said Bobby Womack said he is in trouble, he has a big family, otherwise he'd help HIS FAMILY.  GOD said that is why he is in trouble!  GOD said Bobby Womack has enough, what it is, it's the millionaire thing, they want to get onto the next level.  GOD said since I put Bobby Womack's song on this site, he has profited, that's why he has enough.  GOD said Bobby Womack is part of the special bloodline but HE is not going to take Bobby Womack and his family up, HE is going to leave them where they have left HIS FAMILY.

UPDATE 23:17
GOD said they are all saying it's because of the things I have written why they don't want to help ME.  GOD said the reason why they don't want MY foot on the ladder is because they know I AM multi talented, they don't want ME to upstage them and because they know I AM a nice warm person, nicer and warmer than them!  

I'M listening to Cheryl Pepsii Riley, Thanks for my child.

UPDATE 23:19
I saw something and something I have been hearing over the months, requests from other countries to bring in truckloads of the songs which I have put on the site and then I heard "Cancel the trucks, these are selfish people!  We can download them!"

UPDATE 23:29
I AM listening to Van Morrison, I love his song "Have I told you lately that I love you."

UPDATE 23:48

Dennis Brown - No man is an island


UPDATE 23:53
I'm listening to Daniel Bedingfield, "If you're not the one."

UPDATE 23:55
I'm listening to Billy Joel, "Honesty."

UPDATE 23:59
I'M listening to The Whispers, "Small talking"

Friday 17th May 2013

UPDATE 00:08
Cu Kun Kun!

UPDATE 00:12
I'M listening to Mary Mary "Can't give up now"

UPDATE 00:17
I'M listening to Chante Moore "Bitter."

UPDATE 00:20
Belly nuh bang!

UPDATE 00:24
I'M listening to Barry Manilow "Bermuda Triangle."

UPDATE 00:30
Bill Withers, Ain't No Sunshine when she's gone.
I AM going to retire shortly.

UPDATE 00:34
Think of ME when you Dip It Low - Christina Milian.

UPDATE 12:45
A few days ago, GOD told ME people are asking ME to say something about Dawn's son because Dawn is worried something is going to happen to her son.  GOD said I must tell the truth about Dawn's son, he is bad minded and cold.  GOD said nothing is going to happen to Dawn's son because of what WE wrote about Dawn and her son.  GOD said Dawn's son is greedy and does not care about his mother's illness because he wants the house and her possessions, that's why she has to pay people to take care of her, her son doesn't care.  He is like her.

GOD said nothing is going to happen to Dawn because of what WE have written, HE saw what is going to happen to her, why HE told ME to write it.

UPDATE 13:08
GOD said Dawn said she'd rather her son behave that way over the house and money, at least she knows he'll be safe.  GOD said that is why the money runs out and he doesn't get the house or anything because she has to borrow money against the house to pay for her care and because there is nothing left, she goes, six foot under.  GOD said nothing WE have written about Dawn has changed what is to take place in her life.  GOD said she kept calling ME a witch because I have written what GOD told ME to write about her and said that I AM speaking things into being for her life.  

GOD said the reason why HE wanted ME to write about her life in advance was because of the amount of spite she used during MY friendship with her and after the break up.  Since I have know Dawn, Dawn used to get ill on a regular basis with M.E. but the worst I knew her to suffer was just before the break up, she was bed ridden for nearly two years and blamed her boyfriend for it and when the boyfriend refused to accept responsibility, she blamed ME.  GOD said Dawn's boyfriend was cheating on her and she found out about it.  GOD said he had cheated on her many times and she blamed ME for the stress she was going through because of her boyfriend troubles.  I was just a friend who'd make her laugh and encourage her.

UPDATE 13:12
GOD said the reason why Dawn's son treats her like that is because he is bitter like her, he is angry that Dawn put her boyfriend's name on the will as a 50/50 split with her son, in the event that she should pass away.  GOD said the boyfriend's name is off the will now, but the son is still bitter and unforgiving, just like her. 

UPDATE 13:14
GOD said Dawn has a different boyfriend now and she repeats the same patterns and that is why the son is like that towards her.  Don't blame ME for your shit, I'M not in it!  GOD said Dawn is the witch, she has been praying for bad things to happen for ME for years.  GOD said Dawn has been praying against HIS will for years, that is why she is a witch and all I ever prayed was that she would do well and get better.  I prayed lots for Dawn while she was ill.

UPDATE 13:25
GOD said Dawn picks up the same type of men because of the same patter she likes to follow.  GOD said the man is gone!  GOD said the black boyfriend that she had while We were friends didn't like the way she washed and that's why he cheated on her, he got fed up with her ways.  GOD said the black boyfriend she had while she and I were no longer friends taught her to wash in the morning as well as at night, but she keeps following her old patterns, what she has been shown by the white adoptive mother, even though she cleaned up a bit more with this black boyfriend who just left.  GOD said he wasn't satisfied, but he didn't tell her that, he used a different excuse to leave.  GOD said the black men don't like going down on her.  GOD said Dawn uses pads.

UPDATE 13:43
GOD said it is because she suspected her boyfriend was cheating on her, she ended up cheating on him with Darren at the London Music School while I was attending.  GOD said Dawn views thing like this; because she sent her son to a private school when he was younger, she has been a good mother to him!  GOD said Dawn's son sees himself as the bottom of the heap when she has a boyfriend.  GOD said Dawn pays a lot of attention to her boyfriends and doesn't much attention to her son and her son is hurt, that is why he is like that.  

I can see it, it was always about Dawn's boyfriend, most of the time her son was either staying at friends' or at the grandparents from his dad's side.  Even though I didn't go to Dawn's house on a regular basis, when we spoke it was like he was never there, I'd ask how he was and she'd say he's fine, he was out.  He was always out.

Dawn was always out raving and her son was always out.  GOD said Dawn was jealous of how I was bringing up OUR Children.  That's why she'd say she takes her hat off to ME.

UPDATE 13:47

Dawn's son didn't seem to have the closeness with his mother when he was there and I was there, which was on a rare occasion, there didn't seem to be much communication between Dawn and her son as he got older. 

When I last saw Dawn she only had one child.  GOD said she still only has one child.  GOD said Dawn's son is messed up.

UPDATE 13:50
When Dawn became bed ridden for about 2 years, all of a sudden Dawn's son was always there because the boyfriend was never there.  GOD said her son was made to stay at home.  GOD said that is why HE doesn't anything to happen to Dawn's son, because the son is hurt!  GOD said her son is rude, but it is because he is hurt.

UPDATE 13:54
I do understand how it was for Dawn bringing up an only child on her own and still being young without a lot of support and a first time mother, even though she had a lot more support than I did because of her son's grandparents, who were supportive, and when her adoptive mother was alive, she'd support her by looking after her grandson.  I was never jealous of that, that's why I had an au pair, it made ME push in different ways and I enjoyed watching MY Children grow up and speaking with them.

UPDATE 14:00
I did a lot of raving before I had children and even when I had just Davina, I did a lot of raving, so when I was living in Wapping after I became a Christian I really wasn't interested in raving, I like to go out to wine bars where I could dance with a little bit of music occasionally, but I wasn't on that vibe any more, it was about GOD, MY Children, church and music.  GOD gave ME a support structure with all the friends I had around ME, like Julie and Nagua and Lorraine and other people.

UPDATE 14:03
Some people, when they first become Christians, they usually give something up.  Some people it's smoking, MINE was raving, I no longer had a desire for it. 

UPDATE 15:27
Last night I heard "Lorraine is right, it was an eclipse!  What was it, if it wasn't an eclipse?  And if it was an eclipse, what was it?"

I know what it is!  


"How comes we don't see it in the daytime?"  
It's still there, just hidden.

UPDATE 15:32

This morning, GOD said what I said about the eclipse last night, scientists are seeing it for the first time and are baffled.  GOD said they have relied on the old astronomers teachings and have not bothered to check things out properly for themselves.



UPDATE 15:33

Last night, GOD said to ME "I haven't told YOU what it is yet, but I'll tell YOU later."

GOD has been revealing it to ME.  Of course I have been on it!  

UPDATE 15:36
Last night GOD said to ME "Because of what is on it, YOU and YOUR FAMILY are safe!"  GOD said "Remember I told YOU about the locker, like in 'Men in Black' with the little critters, outside of that locker is an even bigger locker with bigger critters, but they are not critters!"

UPDATE 15:42
GOD said that is why the Moon is there.  The Moon isn't there for the Earth, it's for the other plane.  GOD told ME that last night.  GOD said that is where HE resides, usually and that there are a lot of them on it with Power.  

This morning I heard a white woman who was viewing the camera footage of the day when GOD came and I teleported the chair and HE told ME to mind the next door neighbour's car and the woman said if it was her, she would have scratched it!  The person who was with her said to her "That is why HE did not give you the power and gave it to HER!"

UPDATE 15:44
GOD told ME that is where all the Judging takes place and they have been watching the bacteria humans behaviour since the Abraham's family came and throughout the slavery.

UPDATE 15:45
Someone keeps calling ME for weeks "Black ash cloud!" because of their jealousy.  GOD said I should tell you that is what you are going to become!

UPDATE 15:48

GOD said the other plane is called Krypton and people there are like the Superman you see on the TV but with unlimited power, unlike Superman in the movie.

UPDATE 15:52
GOD said everybody's behaviour here, from beginning to end, is monitored there, from that plane and everyone there loves ME because I AM nice!  They said I AM more like them in their thinking!  They said I AM still a little bit naughty, though!

UPDATE 16:08

GOD said that is why HE HIMSELF married ME and that is why HE created the Special Bloodline because HE wants to have Children with ME!

GOD said as soon as the people who have been watching the camera footage of ME teleporting the chair saw it, they started accusing ME of trying to scratch the next door neighbour's car.  GOD said it wasn't just ME they accused of trying to scratch the next door neighbour's car, they accused HIM also!  GOD said to ME "Be careful, don't scratch the car!" and I was frightened of scratching the car and HE said it was OK, HE won't let ME scratch it and I had to see it on the ground, but away from the car.  That was the first time I ever used those Powers.  I have used MY Powers, but differently.

GOD said HE will never give any of you any of HIS Power, GOD said HE would never throw away HIS Power by giving it to a white person.  GOD said HE will help Andy.  GOD said you are white trash!

UPDATE 16:13
GOD said Enoch is an Angel who is here and let out a lot of the codes for self gain, He is still making money from it!


UPDATE 16:25
What GOD is saying is the locker effect, the blond one had more power over the black haired one, who tried to burst through ME and GOD has more power than the blond haired one and that is where it stops; GOD has over-riding Powers.  

The blond one's true identity is Enoch, He runs Disney and is very racist, why He didn't want to pick ME up and threatened ME last night because I AM now with GOD.  GOD said I should tell You do not threaten ME!  GOD said it is not because of the Special Powers that I have, it is because of Who I AM with!  

GOD said that is why there has been so much racism, paedophilia, murders, sex abuse, diseases, slavery and torture here, because of Enoch, who is seen as a God here.  GOD said Enoch has diseases but cannot cure Himself because He doesn't have the power to do it!  GOD said there is a handful of them who have been here a long time, causing havoc.  Enoch is David Recasus and that is why there was confusion on 5th March 2009 and ever since and that is why GOD became MY HUSBAND, because I AM human and I was no match for Angels who were terrorizing ME for speaking out against injustice.  GOD said the blond one was sent to get ME from the council while people were being murdered.  GOD said He just about could bring Himself to get ME out of there.  GOD sent Him to get ME because He was the reason why I was there in the first place!  If David Recasus is sent to do things it means He is under Authority!  GOD said David Recasus and the other Angels are being threatened by the other ANGELS.  I AM not sure if the blond one's name is David Recasus. 


GOD said HE and the good ANGELS live on the Moon, which is called Krypton, that is why it is light, it is the other ones who live on the black burned out plane and there is a reason why it is black for them.  GOD said torture takes place on that black plane.

GOD told ME yesterday the Moon is far, it is bigger than the Earth, it just looks smaller because of where we are seeing it from.


Then HE reminded ME the dream HE gave ME years ago, while I was living in Wapping, when I saw the souls and the black streets with the neon signs.  GOD said HE took MY Spirit there to show ME.  I was walking with GOD and talking with HIM about it.  That's the black plane.  I have to find out more, I need to listen.

GOD said Enoch switched the codes and The Moon is called Krypton and Krypton is The Moon.  The black burned out plane is the Moon!  GOD said that is why they said man has been to The Moon because of the people who have been put on it!  There was a black hairdresser in one of the shops, which was dark, but the neon signs lit things.  GOD said the people HE allowed to be put  there were not good.


It is pitch black there, the only light is the neon on a street and there is only one street.  There is a little bit of light where the torture is taking place.  GOD said the only reason why there is light was to show ME.  Enoch said He likes it there because Enoch takes part in the torture.  

The night the ANGEL came to look into ME and burst through ME.  The black Angel is maintaining that He only wanted to see if there was spite or cancer in ME and couldn't find any after the blond one was ordered to make sure nothing happened to ME, why He came into ME to go after the black Angel to take Him out and to stop Him from what He was planning to do to ME.  GOD said there was no danger.  

GOD knows everything and doesn't have to go inside of ME to find out what is inside of ME!  GOD said the black Angel tells lies and the blond Angel hides the truth!  

That night the blond Angel was sent to the other plane, which is The Moon, and He said even though it is dark, He likes it there.  I said to GOD "Can YOU make it light for them?" and the blond Angel said He likes it there, He can see, it is because He is an Angel and sees things lit up, even though they are black, even though it is pitch black, He sees it like daylight and He was told when He is finished torturing the Hitler family and others, He can come back.  GOD said after HE is going to block it off so that they cannot come back.  GOD said David Westfield ends up on the plane where MY Dad is, but behaves the same and is sent somewhere else.

GOD said MY Dad is on Krypton, the other plane, which we have been calling The Moon. 

UPDATE 17:21

I heard someone saying to MY former viewers "Come back!  Read what SHE is saying, it's interesting!  How are you going to learn if you don't read it?"  They said "I didn't come onto this site to be insulted by Lorraine Rees!"  GOD said many of them are Christians, who have taken offence.  I don't give a fuck about their offence.  

GOD said if they respected HIM, they would have respected HIS FAMILY and know that what they have does not belong to them and should have given some of it to HIS FAMILY because it belongs to US anyway and WE do not have to ask, WE can just take it and do away with them because they are not Special!

Who cares if you take offence?  Take a-fuck-off-fence!  The Christians have been collecting money for GOD for years.  GOD is here now and HE wants it and they didn't want to give it!  Christians tell you everything they have belongs to GOD.  I AM GOD!  OUR Children are GOD!  You are filthy dirty dogs and your righteousness is filthy dirty rags! 

UPDATE 17:39
GOD said the reason why WE are helping black people in Africa is because people who are poorer show more signs of humility and appreciation.  GOD said the black ones over here and in places like America behave just like the white ones and show as much disrespectfulness as the white people.  That is why they have been thrown on the same level and that's where they will be kept, except for the few, a mixture of different colours, who show respect and have started to show respect.

I have to go now, I hope you enjoyed today's teachings.

UPDATE 20:32

GOD said Christopher Reeve was an Angel, that's why His back was broken after He said He was GOD!  GOD said that is why Christopher Reeve said He was GOD, because He was an Angel.   GOD said Christopher Reeve is on that black plane. 

GOD said the reason why John Denver told ME he was a heavy gambler and that he'd used all his money and had no money left was because he knew I was homeless and didn't want ME coming with MY begging bowl.  John Denver, I didn't know that you knew about MY situation, but I made yours more important than MINE, that's why I didn't tell you.

UPDATE 20:36
To the Asian appearance man, who I now know is an Arab, I don't know why, but I kinda suspected YOU were an Arab when I saw a white man dressed in an Arab traditional garment and thought "Why is he around?"  On that day, when you offered to pay for MY food or to give ME money, anything I wanted, We were a little bit strapped for cash and I wanted to say yes, but I don't know why I wanted to say no, I need to analyse MYSELF.  I AM used to giving but not taking, that's what it is.

UPDATE 20:51
"Lorraine doesn't like impure thoughts."
I don't like impure thoughts.  I like to examine MY motives so that they are not bad and if they are, I like to expose them.

Even though We were in desperate situations, I still wanted to keep MY dignity because of who I AM.

UPDATE 22:05
I've got some sexy food for you, baby!
It's Sesame Prawns on toast.
1 tsp of finely chopped spring onion, only the green part
black pepper, half a teaspoon
10 grey prawns, largely chopped
Sliced Bread, cut in triangles
Sesame seeds
3 Eggs
1 bottle toasted sesame oil
1 tsp grated Ginger
1 tsp oyster sauce
1 tsp monosodium glutamate

Beat the eggs in a seperate bowl. 
Chop up the prawns seperately. 
Add the oyster sauce, monosodium glutamate, ginger and black pepper to the prawns and a little of the beaten egg.
Spread some sesame seeds on a plate.
Cut one slice of bread into 4 triangles, dip in in the egg, lay one side on the sesame seeds, then on the top, spread the prawns and then turn it over, prawn side down in the hot toasted sesame oil and after 2 minutes, turn it over for a further 2 minutes, then place on a paper towel, then serve. 

UPDATE 22:47

I was told by GOD months ago HE is going to come in to the house, take the plastic off the bed, HE didn't want ME to do it, HE is going to suspend everyone in the house and make love to ME on the bed upstairs.  HE told ME to start cleaning like I AM about to move out because HE wants to give the house back to Foruk and his family, how they gave it to Us.  MY HUSBAND is upset, because of the level of spite and lengths that people have gone to, including Foruk and his family.  I AM going to see if I can calm HIM down. 

Saturday 18th May 2013

UPDATE 13:55
Two days ago GOD told ME HE wants ME to start cleaning out the house, lightening the load because We are going to be moving very soon and said HE is coming next week.

UPDATE 14:01

This morning GOD informed ME about MY youngest Brother's wife.  GOD said MY Brother doesn't know He has HIV, He has never been tested, but His wife has and she knows.  GOD let ME hear a black man speaking with his friend, he said "Of course Margaret's got it, don't you remember outside of the Essex Arms when I threw her down over the bonnet of the car and fucked her?  I would have used a condom on her but she said she likes it neat!  That's why I never used a condom."  GOD said when she found out she had HIV someone asked her if she was going to tell her partner and she said "That is why it is called private and confidential."  GOD said her spiteful friend has HIV too and knows about it and has been having sex with MY Brother's friend.

UPDATE 14:04
Last night GOD said a lot of people are looking outside at the moon and some people said they are afraid of the black shadow planet moon which has caused an eclipse of Krypton and are telling their children they want them to stop the spite otherwise they will end up on it.

UPDATE 14:09
GOD said HE showed ME the plane where MY Dad is.  It is very beautiful and said to ME HE doesn't want to disappoint ME, MY Dad doesn't want to come back over here and neither do any of the other people, they said they will wait for their family members to be teleported to them when the time comes.

GOD said they have said there is no pain where they are and there are lots of games they play, like the woman who had a baby for the other woman's husband.  They said it is dirty here and full of diseases, that's why they don't want to come, they have experienced this place already and they call this one step up from Hell!

UPDATE 14:12
I was listening yesterday to GOD and HE was thinking and worried how HE was going to tell the Children.  OUR Children are nice and very appreciative, just be nice to them!  I know they will respect YOU and worship YOU because YOU are GOD, the eldest boys especially.

UPDATE 14:18

This morning I was listening to YOU and one of the men YOU were with said "Maybe Lorraine was examining our motives."  I did get a flash of something which made ME blush, but I know what YOU were doing, YOU were doing what I do when I don't want YOU to read MY thoughts, YOU tried to clear YOUR mind but it was too late, YOU were thinking "I want to take HER up the road and fuck HER!"

Even though WE both have the Power to read what would have been, had WE not...

I now know what "Make sure YOU take him up" means, it means take YOU upstairs into MY bedroom!

This morning I was informed that YOU are coming to dip it low inside of ME.

UPDATE 14:27
Someone just said "How is Andy feeling?"  GOD informed ME months ago when HE comes, HE is going to suspend everyone in the house, except for ME and HIM.

UPDATE 19:38
Earlier, GOD told ME there's more HE wants ME to throw out about MY Brother's wife, Margaret.  
"There's this woman, HER name's Lorraine Rees, SHE's bitching everybody, man!  Have you heard of HER?"
"No I haven't"
"Take a look at this website!"

GOD said he saw MY picture.
"Hang on a minute!  That's John's sister!  I know HER name's Lorraine but I didn't know HER surname, I thought it was the same as John's, mind you SHE's married to Andy."

"I've seen HER video, fucking sexy woman SHE is!"
"What video?"

GOD told ME the person is Colin.  Colin is white.  Colin is nice, he is the person who ran to MY aid when MY Sweet Chariot broke down in Leytonstone for the first time and didn't charge ME a penny.  When Colin had his tyre shop, I used to go in there and get all decent tyres on MY car for free, he used to fix all MY punctures for free, and then tell ME he's fed up with ME!

UPDATE 19:45
"That's John sister?  Introduce me to HER!"
"I don't know where SHE lives.  Last time I heard SHE was homeless.  Margaret threw HER out!"
GOD said Margaret never stops bragging about throwing Us out after We paid up, so she says.

UPDATE 19:52
"John's sister reckons HER brother's got HIV!  Do you reckon it's true?"
"I dunno I heard something about Margaret through a friend, but I don't know the ins and outs!"
"Did you tell HER brother?"
"No, fuck!  What am I supposed to say to him?  John, Margaret's not the kind of woman you bring home to meet your mother!  Margaret's always been like that since I've known her!  John loves her!"

UPDATE 19:57

Earlier, GOD told ME the reason why that black planet is shielding Krypton is to stop the people on that plane from seeing things HE doesn't want them to see which happens close to the Earth.  GOD said HE will tell ME another time.

GOD told ME this morning people want to know how much bigger is Krypton to the Earth.  GOD said Krypton is like the fully inflated ball they kick around during the World Cup, before they start kicking it around and the Earth, a golf ball!  GOD said from what I've just told you, you can get the distance.  Earlier, I heard a white woman who said "Why can't we discover things?  Why is it always Lorraine Rees?"  GOD said because you are too fucking bad minded!

More on Margaret in a bit.

UPDATE 20:00
GOD said Margaret and John don't know what I've written about them yet, but they are soon to find out.  GOD said the man who has been infected deliberately by Donella, they call him Ratsy, the black man who came  on MY birthday on a motorbike in 2011 in South Woodford.  Ratsy is nice.  GOD said Margaret knew Donella had it and paired them up!

UPDATE 20:17
For the last few weeks We have been receiving calls from a company called Fresh Start, asking for Myles Stevens, I found them quite abrupt.  The first time I had to tell the man Myles is under age and that he needed to speak with ME and he said he is not allowed to speak with ME because he needs to speak to Myles Stevens.  In the end I cut him off.

A few days ago, a white woman called up from the company and said to ME she was concerned Myles might be doing fraud by applying for bank loans and he is under age!  She is a dirty, stinking, white whore!  GOD said I shut her up!  She has been harping on and saying Myles is a criminal.  I could never imagine Myles ever trying to attempt deception, I have good children, they have been taught if you don't have it, you do without or wait until you have it, to pay for it.  I asked her could it be that he has entered a lot of competitions recently why his details have been passed onto you?  She said "Quite possibly."  

GOD said she was quick to think the worst and try to convince everyone that Myles was committing fraud because she is a white dog!  She is vomit!  GOD said white people like to tarnish every black person with a brush.  Yet they are the biggest fraudsters going!  Make sure what the white woman did doesn't go against OUR Son!    

Myles entered lots of competitions last year just before Christmas and won 2 x £50 from Prize Reactor, won 2 tickets to the O2 Arena, won 4 tickets for Ice skating, won tickets to a Christmas meal at Nandos, Pringles speakers, a tardis bottle, he has won 3 boxes of Disney toys for the girls, music downloads, food at Greggs bakery and that was in a short time of entering competitions.

Myles paid for his own Android Tablet and bought a phone off of ME!

UPDATE 21:31
GOD said HE wanted Colin turned on to The End Time Message.  Colin's wife Jenny's sister Becky is riddled with cancer and has been told she hasn't got long left.  GOD said Colin's wife has started reading again, they were the family GOD played the game with when I was on Facebook.  GOD said the family have gone to Poundland and have cleared the shelves of the Bull brand boxes of tobacco rolling paper.  GOD said they are force feeding it to her!  Praise GOD!  Becky is nice.  They all came to MY barbecue at Broomfield Street in 2008/9.

UPDATE 21:45
Earlier, GOD let ME hear a conversation between Ratsy and Donella, GOD said a lot of people know Ratsy, lots of people are being turned onto the post.  

"You must have given it to me, I didn't have it before I met you!"
"You must have caught it from someone else."
"How could I?  I was tested and I haven't been with anyone.  I didn't have it before I met you!"

GOD said Margaret told Donella to just use condoms with Ratsy, "he'll never find out if you don't tell him!"  GOD said Donella's daughter, who is with MY Brother's Son is a dirty, stinking little whore and slept with her mother's boyfriend who the mother caught HIV from while her mother was at work, even though she was going out with MY brother's Son.  GOD said the daughter has HIV too.

One time I was nice enough to take Donella's daughter and MY nephew back to Donella's while I was staying at MY Brothers.  I never used to take petrol money from them.  One day Donella's daughter asked ME if I wanted a piece of cake and to come inside the house.  I never went into the house, ever, they kept inviting ME but I never went in.  The day the daughter gave ME the cake, I bit into it and lots of phlegm was in it.  GOD said it was the mother, she wanted to infect ME with HIV!  GOD said that is the level of spite she used.  Her daughter is at a college, Barking technology where I used to attend.  GOD said they have noted already that they do not trust her around food.

UPDATE 21:49

This morning, I heard Elizabeth Hitler, she said to herself "Who do we think we are?  Get the broom William and sweep that floor!"  GOD said she cannot find placement but doesn't blame people for not wanting to work for them because of they have treated them.  GOD said Elizabeth Hitler was looking at her family and thinking "They are all here" and was thinking about how many families who they destroyed by murdering them.  GOD said it was the "Who do we think we are?" that got HIM, why she is still here.

UPDATE 21:50
Then I heard loads of different men's voices 
"Shouldn't William and Kate have had that baby already?  I thought it was 9 months!"

GOD said William said "This is very embarrassing" and Elizabeth Hitler told William he's going to have to sort the problem out himself.

UPDATE 21:56
GOD said a lot of people are interested to hear about Margaret.  Earlier, I heard policemen speaking and other people asking them if that is why Mark Duggan was shot dead in the street and one of the policemen said "Some of the men were angry at what they saw on camera and thought it was rape and did the shooting to alleviate their frustration, but Lorraine Rees has put a different view on things when she wrote about what Margaret said, she likes hers neat and we should have known because after she went straight back into the pub and the police were waiting for a report of rape and there wasn't any."

All I keep hearing are men who are saying "She is a dirty, stinking, evil whore!" among other things.  More to come...

UPDATE 22:12
I just heard one of the men say "Wait a minute, they thought it was rape!  But she asked to be fucked and said she wanted it before she went home that night!"

UPDATE 22:17
A white male voice: "Has  anyone managed to find out who the woman was?  She's going to get taken out for it.  We can't tolerate white women behaving like this!  It's embarrassing for us white men."

GOD said Margaret was living in West Ham when she did it and took a cab that night.

UPDATE 22:19
"That's a gift!"
"That's why we've all been jealous!"
"What so that's why you had HER Children crowbarred?  You dirty white pieces of shit!"  That was a white secret society male member.

UPDATE 22:27
White male: "Were there many of them?"
White female: "No, only one."

GOD said those voices that I heard were around the time when it happened.

"Shouldn't Lorraine be getting on with the cleaning?"
GOD said that's why the house needs cleaning and that is why HE ends up helping!

UPDATE 22:32

Earlier GOD told ME a lot of men have been calling up their women and asking for Lorraine Rees, ever since the night when I told them to think of ME when they are dipping it low!

White male: "Hello, may I speak to Lorraine Rees please."
White female: "Lorraine Rees speaking!"
White male: "I have a massive hard on can you come over and take care of it please!"
White female: "I'll be there right away!"

GOD said it was a husband and wife, a company director.  GOD said lots of men have been re-enacting slavery and pretending the white woman that they are making love to is Lorraine Rees.  I was laughing this morning while I was listening to all the different games that were being played by different people.

These white people ain't got no fucking shame!

UPDATE 22:37
"I need to get fucked by a man in here tonight before I go home to my husband!"
The man Margaret was dancing with: "Yes, but you've got a husband, don't you want to wait until you get home?"
"No I need to get fucked now, I can't wait until I get home!"

UPDATE 22:51

Margaret: "Take me outside and fuck me now!"
The black man spoke to his friend and said "She's asking me to take her outside and to fuck her!  What should I do?"
His friend: "Take her outside and fuck her, seeing as she keeps asking!"
"Yes but I've seen her husband come in here with her sometimes, I don't really want to do it to the husband, but she's a whore and she's begging!  She doesn't know me and she's asking me to fuck her already!"
His friend: "Well, go outside and fuck her seeing as she's showing no respect for the man she's with."

GOD said he went outside with her like she ordered him to do.  GOD said Margaret ordered him to take her outside and fuck her split.  GOD said that's how she said it!  GOD said she was drinking but she still had all her faculties, she knew what she was doing, she did it because she is a whore and that is what she has always done and only quietened down because of MY Brother.  

GOD said the secret society white men who saw the video of Margaret, who was being fucked on the bonnet of the car right underneath a camera said what upset them was the men who made themselves a human shield to stop other people from seeing what was going on, had it been a white man fucking her on top of a bonnet it would not have hurt them!

The black man to his friend: "Where should I fuck her?  I don't want to fuck her on the floor!"
His friend: "Just throw her down on the top of the bonnet and fuck her, seeing as she is a whore!"

UPDATE 22:58

GOD said after Margaret told him she wanted to be fucked neat without a condom, the black man was thinking "I don't really want to do this to her husband but lots of us have it, he might as well have it too!  It's his wife's fault for being such a whore!"  GOD said the man enjoyed riding bare back but was restricted because of the HIV, but seeing as Margaret insisted she didn't want a condom, he had sex with her and did what he enjoyed doing before he caught the HIV, riding bare back!

GOD said the men were piled up, hence the human shield, ready to battery her, but after he finished, he told them all to make sure they all use condoms and that was the end of it, because the men knew that he had HIV and didn't want to risk it.  GOD said the men were regulars and had seen MY Brother before and knew that he was Margaret's husband and thought to themselves and said it, that she'd still probably be clean because she is married and started getting ready to join in.  

There is more to come!

UPDATE 23:03
GOD said this was at the time while it was happening, it was some white women behind a camera.  GOD said men were there as well but the comments were coming from white women.  GOD said the men were a bit stunned.  

"That's fucking disgusting!"
GOD said the white women who were monitoring were blaming the black men because they didn't understand.
"She's going to get batteried!"

UPDATE 23:06
"Wait until the other members find out about this!"
GOD said because of what Margaret did, the secret society members closed down the Essex Arms.  GOD said there was a petition after that.

UPDATE 23:09
GOD said the reason why HE let the black man tell the others he had HIV was because it was MY Brother, HE didn't want him picking up the different diseases Margaret would have caught had she let the other men have sex with her; herpes, gonorrhoea  syphilis  chlamydia   GOD said there is a whole list!  GOD said that night when Margaret got home, she took a quick shower, got into bed and finished off by having sex with MY Brother, who performed oral sex on her and she let Him!

UPDATE 23:15
GOD said meanwhile back in the club, her work friends were in there.  GOD said while Margaret was being fucked on top of the bonnet of the car there were men shielding members of the public from seeing what was going on.  One of the men was keeping a lookout.
"I've cum!  have you cum?"
"No I haven't finished!"
"Well you better hurry up, because I don't want my friends to come out and see me doing this!  Be quick!  I want you to cum but hurry up!"

GOD said Margaret is the reason why HE gave ME this gift!

UPDATE 23:26
GOD said the black man who was standing at the door keeping a look out started telling people to spread the news in the club that a woman was being fucked outside and that they thought it was best if the other women stayed in the club.  GOD said Margaret's friends heard about it while they were dancing and said "What woman?  hang on a minute, where's Margaret?  She said she was going to the toilet.  That was ages ago!  It better not be Margaret being fucked outside!"  GOD said Margaret's friends from work started asking about the woman who was being fucked outside and were told they didn't know which woman it was, only that it was a white woman and the man who was fucking her had HIV!  GOD said there was a commotion inside the wine bar, other men went out there to find out if they could join in.

UPDATE 23:42

GOD said a lot of the men from inside the club went outside out of curiosity to find out what was going on.  GOD said some of the women didn't like being held inside and insisted upon being let out and her friends went outside and saw Margaret being fucked on top of the car.  

White woman police from behind the cameras: "That's the worse one I've seen.  He's going for her, hammer and tongs!" 
   
Policeman: "Send someone down there."
Woman police: "We're waiting for him to pull out of her first."   
  
GOD said they were trying to distinguish whether it was rape or whoring.  GOD said it was whoring, all of it!

GOD said the police did send someone down there but by then it was all finished, Margaret went back in the wine bar and later got a cab home.

GOD said the police knew it was not rape, but were hurt and angry that a white woman was behaving that way.  What's new?!
  
One night I was with Linda, MY next door neighbour from Broomfield Street and Margaret persuaded ME to meet her to go to the Essex Arms and not to bother going to Wheelers.  We went to Wheelers, it was Linda, MYSELF and Linda's friend who went but ended up at the Essex Arms later.  Margaret's white friend, a blond woman, who I met for the first time at the Essex Arms "said" she'd never been out with a black man before and that a black man had called her outside to talk to him.  It was on MY birthday, maybe in 2008, and I begged her not to go because I felt he was going to take advantage of her.  She went!  The white woman had blond hair and was quite tall.  I suspected he fucked her outside.  I don't know what happened to her, I think We left before We met up with her again, she had left for a good hour with the black man she was dancing with, who had just approached her.

GOD said the black man she went with didn't take advantage of her, she took advantage of the invitation!

UPDATE 23:49

GOD said Margaret's friends who saw Margaret on the car bonnet went over to her and asked her what she was doing and said to her they heard a rumour in the club that the man she just finished having sex with has HIV, what is she going to tell her husband?  GOD said Margaret replied "That's why it's private and confidential."  GOD said Margaret started to regret what she had just finished doing when she found out that HIV may have just been passed onto her.  GOD said the women, her work friends, spoke amongst themselves and said they don't want to go out with her again because they don't want to get a bad name and just because she did it doesn't mean they were like it.  

GOD said Margaret's work friends spoke about her to her other work colleagues, that is why while I was staying there, she said to ME she doesn't really bother with her work friends any more.  GOD said her work friends spoke about her and because some of them are in the same circles as her other friends, some of her other friends started to hear about it.  One of her work friends, a black girl called Jenny, used to live on top of MY Mum when I was living there in the '80s.  Her brother passed away just before I started staying at MY Brother's.

UPDATE 23:51
GOD said her friends told Margaret off and said "We didn't expect to see you on the car!"  GOD said they waited until she was finished because they didn't know how to handle the situation.  One of them went up to her and said "Margaret what are you doing?" and told the man to get off of her.  That was Jenny.

UPDATE 23:58
Jenny said "Get off of her!  She's had too much to drink!"  GOD said Margaret was sober, she had a few, but was still in tact and knew what she was doing.  GOD said Margaret is still going to get taken out for it by the secret society members who have said they caused her to be in trouble with the man upstairs because of Mark Duggan, they want to try and see if they can right the wrong because of what she did to MY Brother.  GOD said Margaret carried on having sex with MY Brother, knowing there was a strong possibility that she had been infected with HIV which she learned about at the Essex Arms the same night, why she went home and had sex with MY Brother and waited 3 months to get tested for the HIV and found out she had it and has never breathed a word to Him about it!  

GOD said it is not the first time Margaret has gone outside the marriage, MY Brother caught her before because of mild infections He picked up from her before but went back with her.  GOD said they are going to break up and she finds herself a new boyfriend who doesn't have HIV.   

Sunday 19th May 2013

UPDATE 00:09

When I was staying there Margaret told ME she only ever had one boyfriend who was white and he knew she had been out with black men and said he was so insecure about her leaving him and then going out with a black man and he begged her to promise him she'd never go out with a black man!  Margaret burst out laughing and said in his face she left him and went out with a black man.  Margaret got angry with ME the day I took her to Colin's house what MY brother was working on, even though I had not had any sleep for 48 hours because she said John, MY Brother, could never live without her and I said "He could!"  GOD said that is what got her goat up, why she and Donella started the heavy spite.  

GOD said Margaret and John have been telling people I AM a trouble maker because in 2009, MY Mum told ME she heard that Margaret had sex with a man at the Essex Arms but didn't know how true the rumours, but she was hearing a lot of things.  At the time I told MY Mum to tell Her Son, She said She didn't want to get in between their relationship and I said "Yes, but He's Your Son!  Even if He hates You for it, You are protecting Your son!"  MY Mum didn't tell Him, so I told Him what She told ME.  GOD said from there, Margaret hated ME and now Margaret didn't think it would come back to haunt her.  

GOD said it is going around among the group of friends what is written about her on The End Time Message, like wildfire!  Margaret is an evil whore!

GOD said one of John's friend's Joey Leport, who was at MY birthday in South Woodford in 2011, I used to go out with his brother John when I was 15, MY Aunt married his brother Jerry, had a girlfriend who he was with for years.  Margaret hated her because she found out that Margaret had been whoring while she was with MY brother.

UPDATE 00:26

GOD said I must mention the Computer fair which Jerry, John and Joey ran near Carpenters Road for years.


GOD said HE is going to let ME discover a HIV cure, but not until after Margaret, Donella and Danielle are gone. 

UPDATE 09:09
Back in the wine bar, Margaret's friends are discussing what was happening with the white woman outside on top of the car.
"That fucking better not be Margaret, she's such a whore!"
"They're not letting any women out."  
"I know, look around for the man she was dancing with."
GOD said one of them peered though the window.
"It's fucking Margaret!"
"Fuck off!"

GOD said black Jenny told the men at the door to move out of her fucking way, so he moved.  GOD said Margaret was not drunk, but because her friends saw her, she played like she was drunk.  The black man who had just had sex with her was speaking to his friend, I heard him.
"I didn't know if I could finish, she was stinking!  What kind of black man is she with?  That black man needs to put his foot down!" 
       
GOD showed ME a black man from Leytonstone in a white car months ago, he said to the black man who had sex with Margaret "She stink?"  The black man who had sex with Margaret said "She stinks, it was bad!" 

UPDATE 09:15

This morning GOD said a lot of people are upset about what Margaret has done to MY Brother.

A black man in the wine bar started telling everyone "Don't bother going out there to join in!  Mi know them man there, them have HIV!"  That is how people started to find out about the man passing on HIV to Margaret.
"And him no have on no condom!"

GOD said when the friend heard that and saw it was Margaret, she ran out there frantically to stop it but but the time she got there, it had already finished.

GOD said the blond woman who went out with the black man took offence like Lisa, that's why she went, she thought I was jealous because it was a black man and she is white.  GOD said she caught HIV the night I was out on MY birthday and was introduced to her by Margaret for the first time.

UPDATE 09:18
Yesterday morning I heard a white woman, GOD said it was police.  She said "We've managed to identify who the woman on the car that was being fucked by the black man is.  I am enjoying this.  getting the Special Family back.  Come everyone, come and have a look at Lorraine's brother's wife being fucked by a black man!"  GOD said the woman who said that, that is why HE is not going to touch you.

GOD told ME HE is going to touch MY Brother, but not while He is with Margaret, HE is going to give Him an ultimatum.

UPDATE 09:22
GOD said because Becky hasn't got long and because the family ran to take up the cure, HE is going to touch Becky, but she can carry on eating the rolling papers.  
I heard "What brand?  Bull brand?"

GOD said any brand, but because of the spite, Bull brand is safer.

UPDATE 09:25
Yesterday GOD told ME people on Krypton know we are here because they can see a small dot but it is not the ball they can see, it is the blue around the Earth, GOD said the Earth shows up a little bit blue to them on Krypton, in other words, they don't see the Earth, they just see the blue atmosphere around the Earth, which is different to the stars.  GOD said they know we are here anyway because they have been here.

UPDATE 09:30
GOD said there is more to discover and HE is going to let ME keep on discovering things because I AM HIS WIFE.  

The window was covered over with a blanket in the back room that Andy sleeps in and I saw the moon and thought "Why is it that shape?  It must be an eclipse to look like that, even if it was turned, it wouldn't take on that shape."  I looked again and saw the black ball and it was scary.

GOD said it is a spiritual ball and apart from the street I was standing on with HIM on it and the rooms HE took ME down into, it's spiritual.  While I was there, I saw more than one black hairdresser in the same shop and when WE went in, they disappeared.  I could hear white people in the street laughing and joking, they'd just come out of the pub.  GOD said it was the Angels who do the torture who were laughing and joking and because of the street and the abuse they are allowed to do, they like it there.  I saw white couples walking through the streets.

GOD said HE made the ball spiritual so that you would know HE is here.

UPDATE 09:36

This morning I heard "Look how many things SHE's done and HE still married HER and made HER discover so many things!  We're here and some of us haven't done half as much as SHE has and HE chose HER!"

GOD said that is the kind of bad mind HE is referring to.

I had a knowing she said it because of John Leport.  It was a black woman who said it.

John Leport was a virgin when I met him.  They were wondering why I didn't catch any diseases.  GOD said HE never allowed ME to catch any diseases because I AM HIS WIFE and what HE did allow ME to go through, it was because HE wanted to scare ME so that I'd slow down, but become a discoverer, the Hepatitis B!

GOD said HE knows you are there, but HE didn't want you, that is why you are there!

UPDATE 09:41
GOD said there is another Spiritual ball on the other side but it is light.  

I AM thinking this, look at Krypton sometimes and it is half in the daytime, there is a chunk missing.  GOD said it is another spiritual sphere.  Like ying and yang.

UPDATE 09:43
GOD said people on the other plane are good.

UPDATE 09:44
GOD said there are other women on the other plane HE could have married and out of everyone who has ever existed, even those to come, HE chose ME because HE liked ME the most and loves ME.

UPDATE 09:47
Why, GOD?  I'M only going to turn YOU into a House Husband!  This morning I saw a vision of YOU, YOU were fluffing the duvet while YOU were making the bed!

UPDATE 10:05
Straight after the last update, GOD said "Tell her why."  HE said it is because HE doesn't like bitch games and said HE has encouraged people on the other plane to play games so that they can see the type of games they play and that is why HE showed ME the two women, one of whom had a baby for the other woman's husband.  That is a bitch game.  

GOD said the white woman HE showed ME yesterday, it was both company directors, husband and wife, to show ME the bitch.  as she was attending to her husband's needs she turned around and said "Lorraine Rees, the black bitch, might as well take something from HER" and as she was taking from her husband she was thinking she doesn't care what she has to do to keep her husband happy as long as she, as a white woman, stays on top.  GOD said the white woman who was playing the game with her husband because he requested it was being bad minded, but was making her husband think she was enjoying his game.  In other words, the husband doesn't know what is in her bad mind!

Before the bad minded bitching, the game was funny!

UPDATE 10:06
GOD said what he was doing to his wife were all the sexy things I wrote about, that's why he wanted her to become Lorraine Rees for him.

UPDATE 10:09
GOD told ME a lot of the men in the secret society who saw what happened with Margaret and realised that she wanted it have been put off by white women and started seeing other colours of women.  GOD let ME hear Margaret to the black man "Hurry up!  I want it now!"

GOD said Margaret ushered the black man out of the wine bar.

GOD said a message to the white women "Keep showing off what Margaret did to Lorraine's Brother, the Special Family!" 

UPDATE 10:11
GOD said you are showing off yourselves because that's how white women have always behaved!

This morning I heard "Don't touch the black woman in the posh car, SHE looks posh!  Don't go for any of the black women."  I noticed while I was at the Essex Arms on MY birthday none of the black men were interested in any of the black women.  I danced with one a couple of times but he only wanted a dance.  I was with Andy and would never go there!

UPDATE 10:17
On MY birthday Margaret kept pushing for she and I to go out to a different place.  Linda and her friend said that I should stay with them because we all came together and I said to Linda "Your friend is driving, otherwise I would stay with you!"  Margaret and I were heading to Hackney and some black man followed Us and said he wanted to come.  Margaret said "Let him come" because she knew him and "he's all right!"  I asked her "Do you know him?" and then she went "Oh, I don't know him, know him!"  GOD said the man who she said was all right was on of the men she has bedded on a different occasion!  GOD said the bedding was on the street corner!  That is a dog!  GOD said most of the black men used condoms with Margaret.  GOD said it was only that black man who infected her who didn't use a condom.  GOD said that is why she said he was all right.

UPDATE 10:23
GOD said the only reason why the other man disrespected her by not using the condom on her was because he wanted to use it on her to respect her husband but because she didn't respect her husband he didn't respect her for not respecting her husband!  GOD said Margaret's been through a lot of those men at the Essex Arms over the years that she was going there regularly and they all used condoms on her except for that one.

GOD said like the white men who I wrote about being respectful by using condoms on women because they know they have the HIV virus, the black men are respectful also and those who know they have it always use condoms.

UPDATE 10:27
That night I was there on MY birthday, there were a large group of women standing together.  It was ME and MY two and Margaret with her work friends, there must have been about 10 of us and the men said they didn't think they'd get anything out of the posh one or the other three black women or the mixed race one and they focused on the ones they knew would be an easy target to get sex from straight away, the white women!

UPDATE 10:29
Linda is decent and so was her friend, the men knew they were not going to get anything out of Us apart from a dance!  GOD said some of the men wanted sex on the spot!

UPDATE 10:33
That night, we ended up going to a wine bar in Clapton, E5, where I used to rave years ago with Lenny.  Then Margaret took ME to a shabeen but because there were a lot of black women in the wine bar, the vibe was different to the Essex Arms, it was quieter.  In the shabeen there were only a few black men.  Shabeens come alive after the prostitutes have finished working for the night!  She wanted to look for more places to go out, I said I wanted to go home, I was the driver, so I headed towards home.  I took the man home who lived in Essex and then took Margaret home before heading home.  Margaret was living in West Ham.

UPDATE 10:34
The dotty lickle black man that was in MY car was trying to chat ME up!

UPDATE 10:38
GOD said the reason why HIV is rife down in that area is because of Jean Dupre.  GOD said many of the men caught it from when they were young and didn't even know what it was!  GOD said that is why HE didn't want Howard Brown touching ME.  GOD said everybody mixes in the same circles in that area and that is why HE didn't want ME mixing in those circles when I was younger, why HE kept wanting ME to meet other people from different areas in different circles.  The reason why I didn't mix in those circles in that area is because I like to be a bit more discrete.  I don't like shitting on MY own doorstep!

UPDATE 10:41
When I first heard about HIV it must have been about 1982, MY aunty told ME about it.  She said it's a man's disease and their dicks drop off when they catch it!  That's what I "knew" about HIV!  

UPDATE 10:43
GOD said many of the people didn't even know they had it for years because there aren't any symptoms for a long time.

UPDATE 10:55
In 2010 when they sold their house and wouldn't give ME money they owed ME, GOD said it was Margaret who stopped MY Brother from paying back money HE owed ME.  GOD said she is controlling and was controlling the money and how it was spent and did it to be spiteful because I told MY Brother about the rumours I'd heard.  GOD said she started bitching ME to her friends and called ME a troublemaker and all MY Brother's friends started calling ME a troublemaker.

I cussed off MY Brother, called him a cunt for not paying ME MY money.  GOD said Margaret made MY Brother pay for her to go on a cruise and was wishing he never went on it because he is about to lose his house.  While We were staying there, We paid the bills.  GOD said because I was paying the bills and their debts, she told Him to pay for the holiday.  GOD said it was because she wanted to live like the Jones', Colin and Jenny.  GOD said Margaret gets MY Brother to do trashy things and he listens to her.  GOD said he is wishing now he didn't listen to her.  MY Brother told ME before he pays all the bills but she keeps running up credit card bills and doesn't bother to pay them, which puts pressure on him.  GOD said the only reason why she stayed with MY Brother is because she hasn't worked out how to leave him and take all the possessions with her!

UPDATE 10:58

GOD said MY Brother took His wife on the cruise because He likes to spoil her and now He is going to pay for the spoiling!

GOD said it is because of what He did to ME, Andy and the Children why HE doesn't care if MY Brother loses his house.  GOD said when Colin came to the car to help ME he kept shaking his head and was thinking "How could John let Margaret do this to his sister?  That's his family in that car!"  GOD said Colin suspected We were living in it, he saw the suitcases.  Colin is a really good soul and I AM not just saying that!  I've know Colin since John first brought him home about 1980, it might have even been 1979.  I used to call him Mr Muscle, he has filled out a bit now!

UPDATE 11:10

GOD told ME yesterday Margaret is waiting for MY Brother to die so that she can have the house!  That is why she hasn't told him for years that he has HIV.  Meanwhile, she is living on the treatment!  Margaret is watless!  Margaret told ME before they bought the house they live in that if it was down to her, she would have sold the other house and kept the money and raved up and enjoyed her life and would have moved into a council flat.  

MY Brother John gave Margaret stability.  Margaret would have quit her job years ago because she doesn't like working, she just likes to sleep, but MY Brother made her stay so that she could help pay for the bills that she was running up!

Margaret is a very dirty person, I remember years ago her flat was filth, then MY Brother started laying down the law and said to her He has spent a lot of money and time fixing up where they live and she is ruining it and that she had to stay in on her days off, once a week, to clean it.  MY Brother does the cleaning otherwise half the time it wouldn't get done and when she does do it, it is slap dash, I mean slap dash!  She doesn't wipe dust because she is lazy!  MY Brother always has to argue with her to clean.  

While We were there, We did all the cleaning, she said that We stunk up her house!  We bathed regularly, twice a day and did our washing every day, all day long.  When We first went there, it stunk because they have dogs and then even though they had dogs it stopped stinking because We were cleaning all day long, every day.  GOD said there is a camera outside MY Brothers and they don't have nets on their windows.  When We moved in there, the camera was able to see through the windows because We cleaned them!  They were cloudy!

UPDATE 11:16

GOD said the reason why Margaret kept spitting in the pot after she helped herself to food I cooked when I cooked for them was because she wanted to infect Us with the HIV that she has!  GOD said the day when her and Donella were sat there on the chair with diseases and both stinking because they hadn't washed, only dry wiped after they used the toilet, why Margaret dowsed herself in MY perfume, they were both sat there planning how they were going to infect Us with the HIV.  GOD said Donella told Margaret to keep spitting in the pot of food and that she would spit in food from her end.  

GOD said they held a party a few weeks ago and Jake went and they spat in food for Jake.  GOD said HE keeps using spiteful measures to clean HIS FAMILY because of what people keep trying to do to HIS FAMILY.  GOD said WE are all clean!  

GOD said they plotted on several occasions but the night they upped the spite was the night when Jake and Ryan were both held at the police station for a stabbing they did not do, why they were released and all the charges were dropped.

UPDATE 11:20
GOD said both Jake and Ryan were at the party and both their food was spat in.  That's why they are all clean.  GOD said they started spitting in other people's food by spitting in the pot, but HE touched the pot before they started sharing out food.

UPDATE 11:22
GOD said that is why they keep having parties, Donella and her daughter, so that they can infect people!  Donella is mixed race but looks more white and thinks she is white and looks down on black people, even though she has black boyfriends.

UPDATE 11:25
Margaret and Donella are both Catholics and went to St Angelas school and knew each other from then but were never friends until their children started seeing each other.

UPDATE 11:28
GOD said it is Margaret's knickers that they have been looking at in the workplace and have said "Thank GOD she's wearing black today!"

One time I smelled a bad footish smell, it smelled like a vagrant, but it was covered in perfume and I was thinking "I just had a bath so I know it's not ME!"  I was in shock that MY Brother lets her get away with it, because He Himself has 2 or more showers a day!

UPDATE 11:32
I knew Margaret was dirty years ago, MY Mum told ME She had to tell MY Brother to make sure Margaret visits the bathroom in the mornings because all Margaret did while she was living there was got up in the mornings, sprayed hair lacquer in her hair and that was it!  Evening passed and she still hadn't visited the bathroom, except to go to the toilet.  When We were pregnant, ME with Jake and she with her son, they were born in the same month, same year, We used to ride around in her Mini because I was spending, she used to stink of fish every time.  I never left MY house without a bath! 

UPDATE 11:34
I think MY Brother is tired of talking to Margaret, he gets ill a lot and suffers with high blood pressure and his kidneys are failing because of the tablets that he is on for life.  GOD said that is why He finishes work early, because he is ill.

UPDATE 11:37
GOD said that's why HE is going to give MY Brother an ultimatum.  A few weeks ago We had a falling out, I cussed Him off, but He is still MY Brother and I know I can patch it up with Him because He doesn't hold malice, but I don't want to yet.

UPDATE 11:51
GOD said the secret society members have phone call recordings of the things she has said with Donella and in one of them she said to Donella "I made sure our children took food out of the pot first before I spat in it!"

I'M just listening to something, GOD said Margaret's eldest son has the HIV virus as well because of the wild living he did while he was at Uni in Brighton.

GOD said that is why HE wanted Margaret to throw Us out, HE got fed up of turning up quickly to touch the pot!  

UPDATE 11:54
GOD said some of those who run kitchens are now looking on camera and are seeing how many bad minded people who work for them have been spitting in food, mainly because of racism, that is why HE said there is a pool of people waiting for the job and people are now being thrown out willy nilly with no grounds to stand on because of the camera footage.  GOD said HE is looking at Westfield.

GOD said this is the dark side of the ying and yang and the only reason why there is light in it, the eye, is because of HIS FAMILY! GOD said that is why HE came to rescue ME!

UPDATE 11:57
GOD said the type of games people play on the other plane, even though they are not hurtful over there, are the things they did over here when they were here.

UPDATE 11:59
Something GOD let ME know a few months ago is that when HE listens to MY mind it is silent, when HE listens to other people's minds it is noisy, it is spite, it is conjuring up plans, it is plotting and scheming and bitching and that is why HE couldn't be close to them.  HE can come close to ME and HIS FAMILY and yesterday I heard HIM say I have a good FAMILY.

UPDATE 12:02
GOD said MY Mind is still.  GOD said apart from what comes out because of what I AM writing, there is nothing in there!  That's years of analysing MY motives, and knowing that GOD is listening and watching ME and I don't want to displease HIM.

UPDATE 12:09

Little bits of bad thoughts used to come in MY head, not to harm people though, only through the rape crisis was I thinking like that.  Apart from that, when they came, the little bad thoughts, I analysed why I thought like that and then threw them out, I didn't give way to them because usually it was people'd bad behaviour which made ME have little bad thoughts and MY thoughts on it were "It's not about what they do, it's about what I do as the  Christian."  I wanted MY light to shine and then over the years I stopped having little bad thoughts, they just no longer existed, I don't know when they left, but they didn't come.

A lot of the stuff I write while I AM writing it, I AM laughing, I AM knocking you down to build you up!  The only thing that hurt was your pride which was dented and that is why it is funny!

UPDATE 12:13
Pride doesn't really trouble ME, that's why I can be honest and open.  If I was in pride, I could never tell you about MY life, it would be too shameful, but I AM not ashamed because I AM honest and open!  Sometimes I get embarrassed about things, it is not pride, it is because it makes ME feel like I AM less than other people, it is because of the lack. 

UPDATE 12:16
I just heard someone say "It's because SHE knows SHE should have more."

Then I heard someone say "Yes, but SHE gives it all away!"

That's because they have less.

UPDATE 14:25

This morning when I woke up I heard "I bet HER house is a pig sty!"

It is because of what I wrote last night why they said that!  People love to trash don't they, because they are trash!  And I bet your house is filth!

I AM cleaning at the moment and heard something, "I bet all HER houses have been a pig sty except the one on Come Dine With Me!"

While I was cleaning (I AM taking a short break at the moment), I heard a group of white men who said "I thought we helped Lorraine and her children already?"  Then I heard one of them say "Throw down a little bit of asbestos and anthrax will you?"

While I was cleaning I heard what Foruk said, he said "I'm glad Lorraine and her Children will be moving out soon because SHE is upset too many people from the Asian community."  Then I heard an Asian woman answer him "Yes, but SHE is dealing with everyone's behaviour."  Foruk said he doesn't care, he wants us out soon.  

GOD said the only person who I upset is Foruk, because of his bad mindedness.  GOD said that is why HE is going to give Foruk the house back in the exact same way he gave it to Us before We stepped in to do the signing.  GOD said Foruk is a piece of shit, Foruk knows it is HIM and even though he has appeared to the Asian community as an Asian and I accepted HIM as an Asian, Foruk is still upset because of his bad mindedness.

I took some pictures of the house in Bristol because We wanted to do a swap so we put them on house swap and I took pictures of the house in Broomfield Street because We were thinking We may need to do a swap because the house was small.  In this house, I don't want to clean it very much, only what We touch because it is filthy and I don't want to pick up diseases!  If this was MY house, even if it was a council house, We would have replaced the bathroom and kitchen and done plastering and We would never have had carpets put down.  In both houses, We replaced both kitchens.  

In Broomfield Street maisonette, We tiled the bathroom and put in a new bath, sink, toilet and shower with nice fitted lights around the mirror over the sink.  The bathroom was nice and clean, the whole maisonette was clean, only that there were ants in the block.  We have lost a lot of the pictures because they got lost on the computers that We had.  Andy usually helps to tidy but I do all the cleaning and ironing usually because I AM not lazy and I AM not dirty and I have never kept any of the places where We live as a pig sty!  It gets messy sometimes because of the children.  

If this house was MINE and I did it up, I'd be house proud!  None of them would fucking get away with it!  They'd have to pick their cups up as soon as they finished, they'd have to take their coats and shoes and put them where they belong and they'd have to clean the toilet after themselves even though I do it several times throughout the day and if they didn't clean up after themselves, I'd give them toilet duty and because they don't like doing it, they'd keep it clean!

When I'M house proud, I run a tight ship!  I'll wait until they are in deep sleep to wake them up to do what they were told to do which they didn't do, that's why they do it!