We just got another call from Foruk. I didn't answer it. Andy said the housing people said We have to find £257 a week to pay the landlord out of Our benefit. I don't want to be in this position, whether it's his house or not. It is stressful. We don't know whether we are coming or going. We can't plan.
This morning GOD let ME hear a White women who said she cut the housing benefit to £43 so that everyone in here can combine their money together, meaning Ryan and Jake, to pay the rent. It will never happen. Drag her down! She's a White piece of shit!
GOD said it is Regina, she made herself Queen, even though there is a kingship.
GOD said all MY FAMILY's parcels are scanned before We get them. GOD said it is only Our Family that it is happening to. GOD said they know what is in them.
This morning GOD told ME David was warned not to come here. Just now I heard someone who said "I might go there tomorrow night, I want to see my woman!" I'M not saying it was David, but I don't want to see David.
GOD showed ME Regina earlier. We were staying at the Westfield hotel. It was the night when I fell asleep with the drink in MY hand which wet MY head! Andy cleaned it up, I passed out, I was exhausted. MY feet were swollen when I went into the hotel. GOD let ME hear Regina, I saw her with a group of people, "SHE is so clean I hate HER for it!" GOD said all the other White women said "Call the police to throw them out!" GOD said Regina, I heard her, said "Let HER sleep." I heard her. The next day she came back "I want to see how SHE is." I think she was concerned about MY feet and she said "We shouldn't have treated HER like that." GOD said she showed compassion, it's just a drag down! GOD said Regina sat there all night, making sure they didn't come into Our room. Oh, so there's something in her chest then!
David, I want to say sorry for falling for you. I AM all right now. I AM over it. GOD told ME you said you didn't fancy ME, that's why I'M sorry. I hope I didn't intrude too much.
Saturday 8th March 2014
David, I get this crazy notion that everyone thinks, feels or behaves like ME, but they don't. I have to keep reminding MYSELF. That's what it was, I thought you felt the same way about ME that I felt about you. I took a beating for it, though. We are world's apart. You are up there and I AM down here. I didn't know that you were different from ME. I didn't even know who you were.
David, at the time when I looked at you, I felt ready. ME and Andy were over a long time ago and that's why I felt ready. But I didn't want to upset you.
I started to learn MY lesson during the car! That's when I knew people were not the same as ME. We stopped feeling disappointed. That's what MY Children, Andy and I spoke about, because We stopped expecting people to behave like Us.
I was having a quiet dance by MYSELF in the bar that night, I wasn't dancing for anyone else. I was not dancing for the Algerian trillionaire. I wasn't trying to upset anyone. It was just an expressionate dance, that's all it was.
MY whole FAMILY suffered because of how I was feeling. That's why We got beaten up, wasn't it, because of how I was feeling for David. But I didn't know that I was why I was getting beaten up because I didn't know who David was.
But it was David doing the beating up! It was David who said he wanted ME thrown out of the hotel. GOD said David complained that ME and MY FAMILY were taking the piss because We didn't use a towel twice and threw them on the floor, like you do in a hotel. There is no linen basket!
To MY Children and Andy. Love kept Us.
I just listened to David, he said "Let the two men have HER." David felt something, the same levels as I did, but didn't follow it through. David knows. Thank you for release, David.
I saw David drag something, he didn't want to let go of ME. David, it was Andrea and the dog on the toilet floor! Let ME go. You have no choice. I cannot.
GOD said both men fall in love with ME. GOD said they fell in love with ME in 2010, why they came back. David was there in spirit.
I heard Regina and David telling the men I like MY space. I was yearning for GOD, why I needed space. The space I needed was to hold David, the space I need is to hold GOD.
I heard David, he said "It's not HER." Yesterday morning while I was asleep, GOD told ME out of everyone in the whole world who was and who is, I was the One for David. GOD said there are lots of pretty women. It's the dogs! Sorry, David!
Yesterday morning GOD confirmed to ME again that Riccardo was a millionaire. Riccardo told ME "I am not allowed to give you any money." GOD said Riccardo was being controlled by the White women. A little while ago I heard David give an order "I want Riccardo taken out." It wasn't Riccardo. GOD said it was Tina.
GOD said the White women i the secret society threatened to murder Riccardo's sons Alexander and Joshua. GOD said Riccardo is a piece of shit because he didn't give a shit about Marshall.
A few moments ago I heard "Take Riccardo out." They know not to touch Marshall.
David, the KINGSHIP is already here, you shouldn't be giving orders, show respect!