Wednesday, 5 October 2016

joshua

ii understand and yes

to the klu klux who want to know who had beyonce murdered ill show god told me last night it was the white woman tv presenter.  i saw her show and thought there is a lot of resentment in here voice.   go on to jasmine sulivan hurricane.  the one where the picture is better quality the person who put it up did a set of different singers beyonce is in a film cadilac records.  god said the white women are upset because beyonce wears blond hair in every day life.  


god told me the hair beyonce wears is from someone in china.  he said she stripped it and coloured it,

beyonce was very pretty and had one of the best female voices.

god said he is going to let me start taking the white woman out for it before she can do it before she even breaths it.

god sai he let them do it to beyonce,  because she sang my christmas song and said she was going to take me and my family out for the song because she wanted it.  when the brought it to her and asked her to sing it they told her it was minr she said she didn't care who brought it to her as long as she had it.  god said she sang the talking bit"

lets not be jolly this christmas take back your presants from under the christmas tree i don't wan't them.../..

jolly 
tis the season
tral la la la la la la la la la la la la tis the season.....

it is on the blogger recoeded and on the cure.

stinking dirty people everything i write i record and send it out so that i can take you out for stealing.

there is a young girl on youtube sounds just like beyonce..  don't touch her a black girl 

i wanted roots manuver to do the music why i called teo and i wanted beyonce to sing my christmas song.  joshua make sure take it from them.

god said they asked for money for what they did.  god said roots manuver stole my song one of them said give me a million for it some didn't agree they said i would see it as an insult.  too right you are gett the bulett if you ask for anything,

joshua the angel helped to write the grave yard and the christmas song.

joshua is my husband he has never been with anyone this earth and the universe and everything it it he put it there.

he closed my veins in the hospital.  he knew i was going to be at that bus top.   you turned up for the cheek didn't you joshua?

i'll never go with anyone else it is him that is it there is no one else ot there because of the beat up.

he made angels but they are assigned to my family why i can never touch them.

if he went with someone they would be here for ever and could do what he does because of his dna.

joshua showed me what happened after he built the pyramids he, it is symbolic but he showed me he lifted the roof off flipped it and looked around said there is nothing over there then he saw me and said only her but she is dirty,

joshua said what started it was he built his house the pyramid looked at adam who had a family and thought this nis nice and big but i have no one to share it with let me look to see wh is out there.  she is far away.

joshua said he built his pyramid first before adam came 

joshua out of everyone on that road that day i din't see anyone but you.

joshua uses the other angels to help me i call them god.  god said it was joshua who i was on the bar floor with who i pulled into me he started undowing his zip.  he said he would not have done it there he knew i would call the people standing around to pull him off.  i couldn't get him off me.

because they helped me i want to make friends with them but they need to change.

i didn't know who was who smelling me they drugged my drink.  the white women told the men to rape me.  she is a piece of shit.  joshua said he got something from me.

joshua i fell in love with you on the bar floor i was already in love with you i called you david.

one of the white klu klux men pulled him off.

he said get off her she said she doesn't want you on her.

hey grave yard worms have shells on them why you can take them out.

there was no kissing.  they are asking if there was kissing.  i wanted to teach him a lesson.  i knew your spirit that is why i did it to you.

god said the bar was full of paedophiles and none of them wanted to touch me,

david cameron was there he said no they must not touch me it was disrespect.  after joshua got up david cameron told me to leave the bar before the puss smell reached me it turned into an orgy.

god said ryan was told to stay in the kitchen.

millions of little pins came out last night from my face all over because i used a cure.  water would not have driven them out but the hot water would drive out the grave yard worms which are till here.

thery live in the next room god said they went back in there.

they came out from my neck the juggler

they don't like the wig i was told not to take it off why they are all going.

god said they said i am disrespectful for putting it on they got in it and was digging me all over my body.  he said so that i would take it off,

joshua i am out of here i need to do some things. 

god said it is because i am doing take out in here why they are upset.

myle heard me play jasmil sulivan's song he said adel said out of all the black artist her songs were like jazmin's.  god said jazmine has heard about adel and pushed here and how can she compare her music to her.  that is right differnt class of sing adel is off key they fix it up.  god said adel has asked for the klu klux to take out jazmin sulivan

god let me hear jazmin "that bitch has gone for that position. the  queen" and walked off.  i like her.

adel is boy george's siter elizabeth is the egg donner god told ages ago.

the competition that is how it starts the white woman stalker psychos. like the white woman across the road.  i don't think she has ever seen my face.

i don't want any white female friends.   i am making it clear cut for her. i won't dis her to her face unless she show me disrespect.

i listen to adel i like her songs and singing but if she is going after black women i will turn they are mine.

it is because of why the white woman keeps doing it lots of pretty black women keep springing up.  they are pretty because of their colour.  there are lots o pretty white women too. god said there is the same amount.

god said she just told the klu klux to do the take out and picked out other black singers on that 
hazmin site like the black woman and her band singing in the middle of the road.

that petty black woman in the road singing opens her legs to the white men he in the car is dishy.don't have to show the white woman any respect.  she is a stinking do adel jake used your song to show off as his ring tone.
adel  my son jake used your song to show off with as his ring tone i set fire to the rain,..

teach beyonce anyway it has upset me they took her out but she should have grown her own.  black people hair grow long but it takes time for some.

i told you before god told me the white women troubled the relaxer black hair product.  he said the childrens relaxer will never break the hair why the american children have long hair and think because they are older they should use the adault pers that is when the hair breaks off,  god said they asked beyonce when iwas in barking to get the comapany making the hair products to make like the adault perm because i wrote about it.

god said it was the white women here police white women behind the cameras in barking michelle was involved.  beyonce did it for them.
god said the black people are upset with me for telling them lots of black children's hair has broken off.  black people need to lear i have gone through things black people were on here but didn't care said thanks for themselves.  why would a black company do it?   beyonce paid them.  they took the bribe.  
i don't use human hair god told me to leave the dead alone. .

god said tell the black girls that is how the worm attatches to some of the black peoples heads.  they can withstand the heat.
throw the white womans hair down to give it to her that is why she is fighting the black woman.

she go broc de hair den go gi you weave chuk it pun de floor go gi yer me se

that is why god told me to shave my hair they attach then grow down into the body.  you have to keep moving your neck and pressing your face and neck for them to crack and break inside they can not breath but they push up a come out and start again you have to keep breaking them before they get there.

they are grave yard worms who attach themselves to each other to make a stem then they cover it in their skin then they leave break off from each other tumor  grave yard womans need a body to make houses or the stay in corners of a cold room.

"she's got all of thos worms in her and he still pick her up."
to show you you are a stinking piece of shit full of worms in your blond hair too.  any colour 

joshua said to me last night he is not racist he look i was the best out there anywhere any time any colour.  joshua said he is god and he knows.   if i am right with god i must be right with man.  it is your disrespect you started the trouble the white woman.  but did like me hitting her back she she went and got more people to fight me.

god said lots of the people who was in it said they are not in it anymore.  god said they did a lot to me andsomeone keeps coming into my front garden and dropping rubbish like baby wipe she wiped her stinking fanny with.  i just swept it.  he said this morning now that you have swept it she is going to put more rubbish in the the white woman across the street it is her turn.

 my family they got tiered after they boxed us down and put other people in there to carry it on.

god said the angel is taking out lots of people to stop them doing things to my family they will go at different time and in different ways and it won't take long like beyonce.

god showed me a white klu klux he was laughing god said he is showing the white woman respect for what she haqd done to beyonce.  god uses the white people.  that is you slavery job you foot the bill.

god said she is upset because she knows i am going to live for ever.  lets face it your evil why would god want you to live for ever?

god puts people down lines to look at them to see what they would do in different situations.  evil.i didn't hit the woman with the monkey wrench i threw it down and told the angel to do it he made it spiritual.

joshua broomfield street you were the one sitting in the hall way i touched your wrist    yum!

god said there are a lot of well wishers.  "don't ill treat her"
"you won't let her down will you?"

sinking you are rats.  leave him alone we we don't want you well wishing.  you don't mean any of it.

god said it is the chrch stinking piece of shit you knew i was in th car i told you i wash gods bride why you did not come.  shoo!

god said it is them who went to fight for doreen and they should make her queen.  i won't help any of you.  the angel doesn't want to know you because of how you treated me and my family and what you told the white people how to ill treat us,

god said the klu klux know they can use you to spite us.  god said everyting the black people say about my family is recorded.  

god said it was the black people who told the klu klux to steal my songs only because they wanted them why rhanna roots manuver beyonce were all in it.

they did give me anything yet took mine good i am glad they are dead they are animals.
like ruby says to sapphie "that's what you get."move your stink black long hands i'll take you out for eat.  

joshua can you make sure they don't trouble the food in myles college it is mainly black students who and they serve prper west indian food akee and saltfish curry goat rice and peas....  myles said what he eats tastes nice

if the black people to put my things out shoot them and their families i not taking that disrespect i don't know them.

i can hear thenm give her some money.  i can make money with it because it is mine why are you wating to offer me money?  please warn them.  god said it is the kkk david cameron.
that is why i am going to let the white women sing the songs who i wrote them for.

god said that is what hurt them because i pitched to white.   they are mine i pitch to who i want i don't have to explain myself you mek me laugh leave my white woman songs and go about your business, .

god said i have my goup of friends black people are not in it.  stinking black  

not one black person came to the car a policeman social worker who i told to move away.

god said £5.00 you could have put through the window.

i like chuck fender he is a friend.  the singer.


look for him on youtube.  gash dem and light dem


joshua a good ring tone busy signal unkown number youtubei'm going to get chuck to baby sit for me

collie dudz blind to you you tube

 .god said a big argument broke out between roots manuver and the klu klux they were stealing my songs with it started with the i one million they wanted to give me, i heard them it is back peoples music  god said they were trying to keep everything for themselves and were going to come and take me out and my children for the songs.what i heard was "why should we give her the million?"
"because it's hers"
"so what just go and murder her sand her children"

i don't have anything to do with black people it is a cheek.  shirley was my only black friend in my life and even that...

black people behave like animals like roots manuver that is why i don't hang with them.  god said that is why let the white man get on top.
 i promis you if the roots manuver people god said there are lots of them put the fuck black hands on my stuff i am going to make sure them and their get taken out for it.  god said it is them.

look at my intelligence level in my write do i look like i just come off from a banna boat?  there are trillions in that box.  one million.  i use it to take you all out.

god said it is the black woman in roots manuver she wouldn't allow you to take her but she took yours.
god said they made a deal with the klu klux white people so that the white people would let them take it.  i can make deals with white people.  god said roots manuver are americans they asked the klu klux to take my family out.  i wonder if the white american who the angel took out had anything to do with this,  even though he said it was davina mac holl. 

help yourselves then then take out the british tallent the americans are showing a lot of disrespect to come over here to steal from british,  they would allow the english to go over there and do it.

i am not american i am british.  god said and let me here the black woman complaining that the songs are for the white woman god said they are analyzing what i have write to steal.

god told me they went and recorded the grave yard without my perdition.  i can pitch on here but you need to come to me to sign contracts i want what roots manuver did to my song and they must not get anything from it.  god said all of roots manuver is going to get taken out.  fuck them. 

i am a writer i don't care about what colour sings my songs or plays in my films.  i don't sit thinking i going to write for a black woman or a white woman.  what ever comes out comes out at the end you here who it would suit.   

i specialize in writing pop songs r&b anything i can write like them but i wanted to do what i had not done before so i start writing more script songs for film and television i don't want to be limited i can write for them.

god said that is what hurt roots manuver they saw the song the grave yard and i pitched it to kate bush.  god said she wanted it but didn't want it from me she asked for me to get taken out the white people to take the song then she would sing it.

god said kate bush came back they told her copy what the black woman did and they would push it out,  i don't want kate bush on my song i want the black woman.

i am still learning how to write script songs that is why i don't want to write love songs.  because of the time.  i didn't think i would write anything after barking because i am unsettled but they came why i wrote them.

that is why i don't sit and write the film.  i get addicted when i writing it i keep thinking they are going to stop me.   god said they saw that i was still writing in chingford so they gave me i think two day to leave.  i told to evict me to give me time.  we were evicted i think two or three weeks later.  they didn't give me the opportunity go down the avenues like go to court to stop the eviction but it was time to leave because of the paedophiled next door and the spiders.

they kept sending letter i think three to tell me my rights to the next step but they were all past the dead line dates,

they said the key should have been handed back that day they did not give me a time they came in the morning with the lock smith.
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let me tell the black people why i don't hang with them.  i don't like your behavior i have been out with black men they leave their children and don't bother to look back.

andy is white he picked up the black mans children that is why even though he ill treated me i still couldn't hate him.  i did want him because of the disrespect he showed me but i wouldn't throw him out because of what he did for me and my children.   i'm not an animal,  you don't shit on people who have shown you kindness.  even though they were black and not andy's his mother and father still helped us they did it for their son but i was with him.

only white people in my life has shown me kindness.  like the people in bristol they don't like black but they were still good to me.  like some of my white friends in london before i moved to bristol.

i didn't grow up with racism i didn't know it if i lived with my dad maybe but he still like white people he had been with white women.  i grow up with my mum mainly she had lots of white friends her best friend was white when she went into hospital we looked after by the white woman and her family.


i found that when black saw me with white friends they would become offish so i didn't bother much with them i like who i like if the person happens to be white then they are white.  i find black people too black in the behavior for me.   the black men i had had children with had all white friends so.  lenny was black but like my white friend he took my friends.

i did care that andy pick up white women a woman is woman black or white it is still the same hurt.  but i was not hurt because i was only his friend.

i would never deny giving andy any thing we don't live like that.

aqsk andy i don't care about your colour you scare me now but i have given to white women £500,  £200.  i don't have lots but to help a human,  mothers like me i was a single parent.

i would ask andy if it is ok he would never say no we live like that.

i have given to black women i have had neighbors.

i am good to people i have been there, anyone we are human everyone needs help sometimes.   

anyway i going to make trillion and there is my ship to look forward to and a boyfriend.  when i have it i can people i get upset and say i won't but my heart won't let me walk away.  i beat myself up too much like i have been with the angel.  i only did that because of what i remembered the spirit i could not see who said i will take you all out if touch her. 

it is getting cold give a homeless person a blanket this year before it gets to cold just go up to them and say would you like a blanket have them with you,

even if they are sleeping leave something for them they are someones child.

some of them would go to shelters put they have to pay something like £10 or so for the night.

in this day and age it should not be happening some people like it and brings class distinction. 

i don't like the behavior of the church which is the people you should be out there doing more i blame you for the homelessness.  they don't care but you have to care because you collect for it the highway and the byways.  love is an act it is contagious,  if you do they do.  if you will i will.   the church has a lot of power the pillars are listened to you can bring life or death to a situation.  when i give to the homeless sometimes they cry,  because they felt loved.

i showed this song before it's not great the words but i wrote it.  could do with a fix up.

COBBLE AND STONES

I WAS COLD AND I WAS HUNGRY
COBBLE AND STONES MADE MY BED
I WAS CRYING AND I WAS WEEPING
YOU OFFERED ME YOUR ABODE 

ALL I NEEDED WAS A FRIEND 

SOMEONE TO TALK WITH ME NOW AND THEN
IT COULD HAVE ALL WORKED OUT DIFFERENT WHEN
INSPIRATION YOU BROUGHT ME SALVATION


THERE WERE CRY OF DESPERATION 

HAD NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE
WAS AFRAID THE ISOLATION  
BUT WHAT ELSE COULD I DO 

ALL I NEED WAS A FRIEND 

SOMEONE TO TALK WITH ME NOW AND THEN 
IT COULD HAVE ALL WORKED OUT DIFFERENT WHEN INSPIRATION
YOU BROUGHT ME SALVATION

WHEN ALL I HAD WAS ON THE LINE

AND MY TROUBLED SOUL GREW WARY
WHEN I FELT NUMB INSIDE 
AND NOTHING MORE COULD HURT ME 
THAT'S WHEN YOU CAME ALONG 
RIGHT ON TIME

THERE IS A MELODY. 


THAT IS WHAT THE CHURCH IS TRADING LOVE.  I DON'T FEEL ANY.  THAT ALL I COULD THINK OF ABOUT THE CHURCH IN THE CAR.

I SHOULD BE ABLE TO WALK IN ANY CHURCH AND ASK FOR MONEY BECAUSE  I AM IN TROUBLE THE CHURCH IS TRADING LOVE.

BREAK OPEN THE FUCKING STORE HOUSES!  I NEED!  DON'T COME NEAR ME OR GOD FUCK OFF YOU DOGS!

I WANT TO MAKE A FILM ABOUT IT.  THE GAGGING OF THE BRIDE

LOOK ON WHAT THEY KEEP DOING THROWING ME OUT TAKING MINE I'M SAT HERE AND THEY ARE WALKING OF WITH MY STUFFED I LIVE ON £200 A WEEK WITH FIVE ECHIDREN.

THEY HAVE MY SHIP I HERE I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO FEED MY CHILDREN WITH THIS MORNING 


THE STORE HOUSE INVENTRY 
TWO TINS OF BEANS
ONE END OF BREAD
NO ELECTRIC
£15 IN THE BANK
£7 IN THE HOUSE

ANDY PUT £30 IN MY BANK YESTERDAY

YOU HAVE THE CHEEK TO HAVE BUT STILL TAKE FROM MY CHILDREN YOUR HEARTLESS THAT IS WHY I WOULD TAKE YOU OUT.  I DIDN'T ASKS YOU FOR ANYTHING I PUT MINE UP THERE.  GOD CAME AND SAID MY CHILDREN ARE STARVING THEY ARE NOT GETTING ENOUGH TO EAT FEW DAYS AGO.
THEY ARE STARTING TO REFUSE FOOD.

THEY ARE NOT WASHING ONLY ME AND MYLES THEY WASH BUT....  I DON'T BLAME THEM.  MYLES SAID TO ME TODAY HE WASHING BUT IS ITCHING BECAUSE HE IS NOT WASHING PROPERLY THE WATER IS COLDER NOW.

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